Anonymous
Beloved of All
I found the one my soul loves and I held on too tightly and he slipped away. I acted crazy, and desperate, and needy, and all the things unattractive to a guy. I've never connected on that level with anyone on that level or fallen that hard for someone so fast. It scares me. He has a serious girlfriend now. I'm so scared he will marry her and I will be devastated. I want him to be happy, but I truly believe I can make him happy. I'm still so hurt almost 2 years later. I feel like God answered my prayers for all those years, and then he took it away. I'm so impatient and I think it's because I don't trust that God can move mountains when the situation seems so bleak.
For me to have faith in God, that He is in control of the situation. This is what my heart wants so badly. I pray that God will work in Evan's heart for him to remember we had a lot of fun together, and for him to return the feelings I still have for him. That he will realize what a wonderful woman I am and we can start over and make a relationship work out.according to Gods will and his truly perfect timing.
For me to have faith in God, that He is in control of the situation. This is what my heart wants so badly. I pray that God will work in Evan's heart for him to remember we had a lot of fun together, and for him to return the feelings I still have for him. That he will realize what a wonderful woman I am and we can start over and make a relationship work out.according to Gods will and his truly perfect timing.