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I think God hates me and is punishing me which I deserve anyway
God doesn't hate you, my friend. God is love. Yes, we deserve punishment, we all do. But God in His eternal mercy sent His Son to die for us, so that we, through Him, might be saved. Yes, there will be times when God does punish us, when we are disobedient and have gone astray. But when He does punish us, He does so in love. He punishes us because He loves us. He wants us to learn from our mistakes.
I am praying for you, my friend. May God bless you and encourage you.