I don't understand why I am alive Lord. I would like to know what my purpose in in this life is. You keep blessing evil people in front of my face. I am surrounded by negativity every where I go. The world is never going to change for the better when you are allowing evil people to be keep getting blessed. This is why you weep, when disasters occur, when murder occurs, when abortion occurs, when oppression occurs., when every commandment written in your Word is broken. I don't feel sorry for you when you weep. I have been weeping since grade school, till this day at my age of 43 years old, and you still don't care about removing me from this negative environment.