I do not believe i have any self worth. My existence has amounted to nothing. I do not believe there is anything but loneliness, pain, and emptiness in store for me. There is absolutely no use for me on this earth. I am selfish, shallow, and contemptible. I am always alone and completely empty. If I did not believe in the one and only Son of the God of Abraham, Isaac, & Jacob, i would have already taken my own life. But even with this knowledge, i find myself to be nothing but hypocritical trash, with no hope of having a dream of happiness. I believe i will continue to be a failure for the rest of my life. If there is at least one person who would pray for me, then maybe, He would take me to a home where someone wants me, because i believe in Him, but i don't believe in me.