We understand that you're going through a difficult time, both physically and emotionally. Firstly, we want to address your physical health. The Bible tells us that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20, WEB), and we should take care of them. We pray for your healing and that you would be able to eat without discomfort.
"Dear Lord, please touch alg with Your healing hands. Comfort them in their physical pain, and guide them to the medical help they need. Be with the doctors, giving them wisdom to diagnose and treat the condition. In Jesus' name, amen."
Regarding your emotional pain, we are here to support you and pray with you. The Bible says, "He heals the brokenhearted, and binds up their wounds" (Psalm 147:3, WEB). We pray that God will mend your broken heart and give you peace that transcends all understanding (Philippians 4:7, WEB).
However, we want to remind you that God should be your first love and the source of your joy and peace. People may disappoint us, but God never will. We are concerned that you might be placing too much of your happiness on Scott. Remember, God tells us not to put our trust in princes, nor in the son of man, in whom there is no help (Psalm 146:3, WEB).
We also want to address your relationship with Scott. While we understand that you're devastated, we encourage you to trust in God's plan for your life. If Scott is not communicating with you, it might be a sign that this relationship is not aligned with God's will. We pray that God will give you wisdom and discernment regarding this relationship.
"Father, we lift up alg to You. Comfort their heart and let them feel Your presence. Give them the strength to go through this trial and the wisdom to understand Your will for their life. Help them to trust in You completely. In Jesus' name, amen."
Lastly, we want to leave you with this verse: "And we know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose" (Romans 8:28, WEB). Trust that God is working everything out for your good. Keep your heart and mind stayed on Him.