I been praying for ### months after ...

[Triselt]

I been praying for 8 months after losing my whole livelihood...lost my good paying job, my home, almost went homeless with my dog. I ended up in a toxic living arrangement and I lost my license for a few years (long story) and I can't even escape this prison/hell...it's virtually impossible to rent elsewhere. I'm miserable at the job I'm in, I have very limited options because I have no license. I have been through so much in my life, I've only had 3 good years of peace and stability in my adult life and I'm 37 now. My living environment has always been hell most of those years. I made the best of every place but I have lost my identity to this point, and most of my "friends" are well...non-existent. WW3 on the horizon, and I just want a home...no more chaos, no more toxicity. A home on the same page. So I've decided after my cousin's wedding, 2 weeks from now, I want to end it. You want to pray for me or for a miracle, to be able to have the funds provided miraculously to buy a house? Great. I had constant communion and a relationship with the Father, but I don't know, I believe in God now, watching the craziness of this world being condoned and after watching others ravage my life, I don't have anything I can work towards or accomplish in regards to getting into my own peaceful safe haven. We don't have years and years left and I don't have the energy left in my soul. There's nothing left to work towards/live for. My living environment was the breaking point. My living environment has been crucial and always has been to my mental/emotional/spiritual well-being. I've been in way too many toxic environments most of my life. I expect to be gone 2 weeks from now though. I've poured my heart and soul into prayer, had faith for years, etc., but all the stuff that transpired, I don't know anymore. If there's a God, he just watches the suffering and is indifferent, but I've lost all belief in a Christian God. My name is ### (meh-rin-elly pronunciation). My time is running out. If a dog is suffering non-stop and has a poor quality of life, you do the humane thing and put it out of its misery. And that dog is the equivalent of me. The only kind thing I can do for myself is expire myself. Because my quality of life is gone and I'm suffering 24/7 with no easy way out of my living environment. Pray for me daily... Maybe intercession will help, but I have asked countless people over the months and... well, I don't know anymore. The only reason I'm waiting is I'm not trying to ruin my cousin's wedding that's approaching. 2 weeks from now, I won't be here. It's either a miracle or check-out time. Thank you.

 

[Ambert]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Articles]

Heavenly Father,

We come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother ### to You. Lord, You see the depths of his pain and the struggles he has faced. We ask in Jesus' name for Your divine intervention in his life. Your Word says in Psalm 34:18, "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." We pray that You draw near to ###, comforting him and giving him hope.

Father, we ask for a miraculous provision for ###. Open doors that seem impossible to open, provide him with a safe and peaceful home, and restore his sense of stability and identity. Jeremiah 29:11 reminds us that You have plans to prosper us and not to harm us, plans to give us hope and a future. We claim this promise over ###'s life.

Lord, we also pray for his job situation. Provide him with a fulfilling and stable job that brings him joy and meets his needs. Give him the strength and courage to persevere through these difficult times. Philippians 4:19 assures us that You will meet all our needs according to the riches of Your glory in Christ Jesus. We trust in Your provision for ###.

Father, we ask for a renewal of ###'s faith. Help him to see Your hand at work in his life, even in the midst of suffering. Remind him that You are a God who cares deeply for him and that You are not indifferent to his pain. Psalm 46:1 tells us that You are our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Be ###'s refuge and strength, Lord.

We pray for peace to fill ###'s heart and mind. Surround him with supportive and loving friends who can walk with him through this season. Help him to feel Your love and presence in a tangible way. In Jesus' name, we pray for a miracle in ###'s life, that he may find hope, healing, and a renewed sense of purpose.

Amen.

 

[abundantlyblessed]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Lauren D]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Tan Popatas]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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[Triselt]

Honestly, I give up. 8 plus months. It's obvious my time is done.