Kuvmuch
Prayer Partner
I ask that you all pray for me because I am struggling greatly with everything. It’s a lonely road and I think that is what makes it worse when you feel like you don’t mean anything to people. It’s like why am I here it’s not like I’m living for myself. But I have felt very unwanted and alone. I tell God I trust him but none of my prayers have been answered when I asked God to give me the desire to live or something to live for but he’s been very quiet so maybe he’ll listen to you all. I ask that God come into my heart that I really feel him beside me telling me that he is on my side and that his plan entails a better life for me. I want to have that moment that people talk about when they say something miraculous happens or they can literally see God and feel him. I want to feel that I am not alone. I want God to take the pain away. I don’t want to feel like my life is a chore basically. I need help financially I need a good paying job but it seems like I’m always getting runaround and it’s very discouraging but I need that security. I want good days because I don’t remember the last time I said to myself “today was a good day”.