Kuvmuch
Prayer Partner
I ask that you all pray for me because my faith is very small. Sometimes I feel like I’m being punished or that God is angry or just not hearing my prayers. But I’m really tired I feel like I’m drowning but I don’t even want to fight to save my self. My life is a battle that I’m currently losing but I think I already gave up because this isn’t normal to not want to live anymore so badly just to free of the pain and misery but I’m done my fight is over. I have been beaten down to no end I’m scared all the time when I try to fall asleep because I have no idea what the next is going to bring and in my case it’s usually not good. I don’t remember the last time I can I say I had a good day. We may deserve certain things but that doesn’t mean we’re going to get them.