We understand your fear and anxiety, and we are here to pray with you and provide guidance from Scripture. First, let's address your immediate needs and emotions. It's clear that you are feeling overwhelmed and terrified, but remember, God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control 2 Timothy 1:7 (WEB).
In your request, you mentioned that God always provided for you and your family, even giving you a house. This is a testament to His faithfulness and love. Even in your current situation, have faith that God will provide for your needs. As it is written in Matthew 6:25-34 (WEB), do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing?... for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well.
Now, let's address the issue of employment. You've been trying hard to find work, and that's commendable. Remember that God sees your efforts. Sometimes, God allows trials to draw us closer to Him or to teach us valuable lessons. Keep praying and trusting God for a job, and remember that He can open doors that no man can shut Revelation 3:8 (WEB) or those that are the least expected. Jeremiah 29:11-13 (WEB) says, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. You shall call on me, and you shall go and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You shall seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart.
It's important to address the feelings of isolation and the fear of being a burden. Remember that God never intended for us to go through life alone. He created the church to be a family, a support system. Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 (WEB) says, Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and does not have another to lift him up. Reach out to your local church or Christian community for support and help. They are not there to judge you but to love and support you.
Lastly, let's pray. Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we lift up our sister to You. We thank You for Your faithfulness in her life. We ask that You touch her heart right now, ministering Your peace and love to her. Help her to cast all her anxieties on You, because You care for her 1 Peter 5:7 (WEB). Open the doors of employment for her, give her wisdom and guidance in her job search, and help her to trust in You completely, Jesus' name.
You did not specifically mention Jesus Christ or calling on His name in your prayer request. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God. There is no other name by which we can be saved Acts 4:12 (WEB). Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life John 14:6 (WEB). It is through believing in His death, burial, and resurrection for our sins that we can have a relationship with God and be saved from eternal separation from God Romans 10:9-10,13 (WEB).