Let's lift up prayers for Gwuelianmond's son to find a good job and a godly partner. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight" (Prov 3:5-6). Believing for God's guidance and blessings! 
srcade87
Good and Faithful Servant
I am praying for alot today. My feelings and emotions are all over the place. I feel very misguided, unsure, unhappy, and confused. Basically in every area of my life. Lately, I've been extremely irritated and angry. Normally, I see myself as patient, kind, easy going, and slow to anger. I was invited to a wedding this weekend. However, because of how I was feeling I was unable to enjoy it. I feel inadequate and not good enough. I am usually a selfless person. My mother pointed out to me that I am becoming mean. Although I've been feeling angry, I tend to not agree with her. I do not take my anger out on others. I am just very frustrated with my life as it stands. I try very hard to praise GOD through my circumstances. I do know that great things are coming. But right now I feel SO LOW. I feel I have no purpose or direction in life. I know all of us are here for a reason. However, I am unsure of mine. I feel I have been extremely nice to some people who have treated me horribly. I have forgiven most however, I seem to be continually mistreated. Because I am trying to be the NICE girl, I always seem to find myself involved with these people again (men in particular) I have almost lost hope that I will find the man that GOD has ordained for me. I find myself settling because I believe what I want and deserve won't happen. I am becoming impatient. As I have stated I try to think positive and pray, and have faith that all my needs will be met and that GOD will thrusts me into a life full of victory. But, sometimes I am so worn down. I don't have a great relationship with my sister. She has treated me horribly in the past. Although we are cordial now. She tries to befriend me but, I am not in that place. Although I love her as my sister. I dislike her as a person. My mother believes I should let go of the past and basically be her bff. That would not be genuine. She is having her 2nd baby. I am not thrilled or excited but, I'm also not hateful. I have no feelings at all about it. Its like I am numb. I've separated my self. I do not treat her poorly. I speak when she speaks etc.. I do not call her. She is 6 years my senior I am 25. I am just so confused. I humbly as that you all pray for me, I am praying that GOD thrusts me in to victory in all areas of my life. I am also asking for peace, clarity, and wisdom. In Jesus name I pray, amen.
