I am praying for alot today. My feelings and ...

[srcade87]

I am praying for alot today. My feelings and emotions are all over the place. I feel very misguided, unsure, unhappy, and confused. Basically in every area of my life. Lately, I've been extremely irritated and angry. Normally, I see myself as patient, kind, easy going, and slow to anger. I was invited to a wedding this weekend. However, because of how I was feeling I was unable to enjoy it. I feel inadequate and not good enough. I am usually a selfless person. My mother pointed out to me that I am becoming mean. Although I've been feeling angry, I tend to not agree with her. I do not take my anger out on others. I am just very frustrated with my life as it stands. I try very hard to praise GOD through my circumstances. I do know that great things are coming. But right now I feel SO LOW. I feel I have no purpose or direction in life. I know all of us are here for a reason. However, I am unsure of mine. I feel I have been extremely nice to some people who have treated me horribly. I have forgiven most however, I seem to be continually mistreated. Because I am trying to be the NICE girl, I always seem to find myself involved with these people again (men in particular) I have almost lost hope that I will find the man that GOD has ordained for me. I find myself settling because I believe what I want and deserve won't happen. I am becoming impatient. As I have stated I try to think positive and pray, and have faith that all my needs will be met and that GOD will thrusts me into a life full of victory. But, sometimes I am so worn down. I don't have a great relationship with my sister. She has treated me horribly in the past. Although we are cordial now. She tries to befriend me but, I am not in that place. Although I love her as my sister. I dislike her as a person. My mother believes I should let go of the past and basically be her bff. That would not be genuine. She is having her 2nd baby. I am not thrilled or excited but, I'm also not hateful. I have no feelings at all about it. Its like I am numb. I've separated my self. I do not treat her poorly. I speak when she speaks etc.. I do not call her. She is 6 years my senior I am 25. I am just so confused. I humbly as that you all pray for me, I am praying that GOD thrusts me in to victory in all areas of my life. I am also asking for peace, clarity, and wisdom. In Jesus name I pray, amen.

 

[sriwilson]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[lordilookuponu]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[loreabuch]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[karamel277]

NIV Matthew 5:14-16 You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.

Matthew 5:43-44. You have heard that it was said, Love your neighbor and hate your enemy. But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you.

Dear sister forgive and let go that doesnt mean forgive them but not treat them with compassion. you are numb but being numb is only gonna cause built up feelings to stay right there youre not dealing with your feelings. Im in a similar situation with my feelings but i pray all the time and im learning that if im gonna pray i dont need to worry because worry will produce or change anything. Either pray and let God handle it or dont pray at all. God doesnt want us pray but worry. Worrying about our situation shows we're not trusting God to fix it or show us something new. Just because things are not turning out the way you'd like them to be doesnt mean God is not hearing you. Sometimes its what we believe that holds us back from Gods best. You can have all

the faith in the world but if youre not doing your part you cant expect God to move. When it comes to a mate, remember this, no one is perfect, but when deciding if someones a good person for you look for these qualities if you desire a christian man, NIV 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not selfseeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. I pray that you drown yourself in Gods word and apply His word to your heart in Jesus name amen.

 

[karamel277]

in my message i meant worry wont produce or change anything.

 

[Wordship5091]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Don]

Matthew 6:33

But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

My wife and I are praying for your request.

 

[hostadmin]

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