Dennis_
Servant of All
I am poor and needy..make haste unto me oh God
Lord you have delivered me on so many occassions, would thou fail me now
After so much mercy past, would thou let me sink at last
Has thou brought me so far, that I may be put to shame at the end
Father I plead at the foot of your throne, before your throne I am a liscenced beggar not in my 'righteousness' which is as rugs but through the blood of your son, my saviour Jesus
Make haste to deliver me O God,..
Father while I live and desire mercy it is not too late to seek it. Father I will not let you go..I am holding onto you.I am not letting go..deliver me from death..
The last ~20 months have been horrendous, punctuated with the amazing grace of our God's love shinning through.
My residence permit ends today (31/07/2013), after which this could lead to farther issues like being jailed and deported.
I feel like I have lost a lot of things from being kicked out of University for failure to pay my tuition, I was fired from my job..all as a result of my depression and adult adhd, which just made it worse, my dreams seemed like painful illusions and this situation in my life..shouted this at me mockingly everyday. I would also feel an overwhelming lack of motivation, passion and zeal,no hope, weakness, disappointment and dilapidating laziness for things (or anything at all) that used to drive me forward.
By Gods grace he has enabled me to pray and petition him...after being bound for so long. Many times I would just feel like I wanted to go to sleep at night and never wake up..then started slipping back into deep despair..just hoping never to wakeup.. due to a recurrence of my clinical depression. This just seemed to get worse and like some kind of evil life sucking cycle. I would struggle to wake up in the morning to do anything..like as if I was chained to the floor..by invisible iron chains I still can't pay my bills and have gone hungry for several days at a time and can't pay my rent, I have almost been evicted several times but by God's grace he intervened miraculously. I have no place to go if I get evicted. I am in very heavy debt..with only $7 to my name, I have no friends and Family to live with if I get evicted. I will be Homeless.
Please lift me up to God for financial, spiritual and physical deliverance from this situation over my life as I pray through the night.. I am praying for a miracle, that God may turn it around, turning my mourning to dancing
Lord you have delivered me on so many occassions, would thou fail me now
After so much mercy past, would thou let me sink at last
Has thou brought me so far, that I may be put to shame at the end
Father I plead at the foot of your throne, before your throne I am a liscenced beggar not in my 'righteousness' which is as rugs but through the blood of your son, my saviour Jesus
Make haste to deliver me O God,..
Father while I live and desire mercy it is not too late to seek it. Father I will not let you go..I am holding onto you.I am not letting go..deliver me from death..
The last ~20 months have been horrendous, punctuated with the amazing grace of our God's love shinning through.
My residence permit ends today (31/07/2013), after which this could lead to farther issues like being jailed and deported.
I feel like I have lost a lot of things from being kicked out of University for failure to pay my tuition, I was fired from my job..all as a result of my depression and adult adhd, which just made it worse, my dreams seemed like painful illusions and this situation in my life..shouted this at me mockingly everyday. I would also feel an overwhelming lack of motivation, passion and zeal,no hope, weakness, disappointment and dilapidating laziness for things (or anything at all) that used to drive me forward.
By Gods grace he has enabled me to pray and petition him...after being bound for so long. Many times I would just feel like I wanted to go to sleep at night and never wake up..then started slipping back into deep despair..just hoping never to wakeup.. due to a recurrence of my clinical depression. This just seemed to get worse and like some kind of evil life sucking cycle. I would struggle to wake up in the morning to do anything..like as if I was chained to the floor..by invisible iron chains I still can't pay my bills and have gone hungry for several days at a time and can't pay my rent, I have almost been evicted several times but by God's grace he intervened miraculously. I have no place to go if I get evicted. I am in very heavy debt..with only $7 to my name, I have no friends and Family to live with if I get evicted. I will be Homeless.
Please lift me up to God for financial, spiritual and physical deliverance from this situation over my life as I pray through the night.. I am praying for a miracle, that God may turn it around, turning my mourning to dancing
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