I am sorry that u have found your self in a position where u hear and believe the lies of Satan, coz that's all they are my dear. Solution is bringing up or coming up with a positive outcome to solve a problem, suicide is not and never will be a solution coz its negative n does not fix the situation instead it passes over the problem from one generation to the next. If money is yo problem, then those u leave behind will inherit that money problem plus suffer loss of a loved one and thru such action, suicide seed will be planted in the family which might end up being a generational curse. Satan wants u to belive its a solution but its not dnt be decieved. Try this instead, if u hav done all u can n feel helpless hand it over to God, write it down or shout it out loud or in silent prayer let God know u failed now its up to Him. That way whether u succeed or not u cnt take take credit or blame for it, it will all fall on God. Can God fail? I promise u u won't die, dat situation won't kill u, if u hold on to God a little longer, u will see a way out which will bring glory to God. Rely on God n see if He ever fails, dnt put time-line or procedure for Him, just trust like a child trusts the parent. Dnt be tempted to figure out how or when He will send help, just believe He will, have that crazy or foolish faith. It has worked for me and I believe it will work for u too. I pray for u in Jesus's name