Depression is hard to deal with. Could you find out what is the root reason? If you are keeping bitterness, offense it may cause. Or, you could be listening to wrong teachings or stuffs. if you are facing verbal abuse, first deal with it by cutting of such relationship temporarily. always, Jesus can heal you. Believe, you are beloved of God, all your sins are washed away and it cannot claim your life anymore. Believe, you are righteousness of God.