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badger0381
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I am in desperate need for prayer! up until my boyfriend left myself and my children and I a few months back...I was not walking my life in God' will. My boyfriend (Donny) and I were dating for 2.5 years. Shortly after we began dating, I got pregnant. Which was a shock because I had 9 year old daughter from a previous marrige that ended due to abuse. And the doctors told me I would not have any more. However clearly God had other plans! We had another little girl who we named Faith. Well, May 19th 2012 around midnight Donny informed me that he didn't think he could do "this" anymore. Be a with me, be a father, all of the stuff that came with being together....and that he didn't think he loved me anymore. He presnted it as separation not ending. He left to live with his mom who is a non believer like himself....and I immediatly felt this was not a good idea. I believe that the holy spirit was telling me to prepre myself for the worst. 5 days after he left I found out I was pregant again! When I told him he said he hated it, didn't like it, didnt want anything to do with it...and was angry. He also consistntly over time has insisted I get an abortion. I am now 5 months along and heand his mom have not asked about or acknowledged at all that I am pregnant. It was about a month later (after he left) through I believe the grace of God that I discovered he had been involved with another woman and had been cheating on me. And through the grace of God my brother happened to know this woman. And the truth of what was going on came out and she left him. He needless to say is furious with me. He now ignores me. Won't look at me or talk to me even when we exchange our 14 month old daughter.
My request is for prayer that is in agreement with my prayer. As much and as often as possible. Matthew 18:19 - "Again I say to you, that if two of you agree on earth about anything that they may ask, it shall be done for them by My Father who is in heaven. I pray that first God will put enmity and impotencey between Donny and any other women but myself. I pray that God will bring down his rightous rath on Donny and that he will do whatever possible to bring Donny to brokenness. I am not asking this to be vindictive. I strongly believe that the only way that Donny will come to Christ is through brokeness. I ask that people will also pray that God will tear the veil from Donny's eyes...and rip off the calouses from his conscious. I pray that God will use all this to bring him to Christ...and in turn he will do the right thing by God, my children, myeself, and our family and marry me. I believe that this is not only within God's will....but would ulitmatly glorify God, through testimony to others my children, and healing of a family and kids having both parents together as is God's design! Please pray this for Donny, myeslf (Jessica) and our Children Hollie, Faith, and the new baby on the way. I also believe that knowing names and lifting them up helps(just my personal belief). Please help my family!! I pray and request all this through Jesus' name AMEN!
My request is for prayer that is in agreement with my prayer. As much and as often as possible. Matthew 18:19 - "Again I say to you, that if two of you agree on earth about anything that they may ask, it shall be done for them by My Father who is in heaven. I pray that first God will put enmity and impotencey between Donny and any other women but myself. I pray that God will bring down his rightous rath on Donny and that he will do whatever possible to bring Donny to brokenness. I am not asking this to be vindictive. I strongly believe that the only way that Donny will come to Christ is through brokeness. I ask that people will also pray that God will tear the veil from Donny's eyes...and rip off the calouses from his conscious. I pray that God will use all this to bring him to Christ...and in turn he will do the right thing by God, my children, myeself, and our family and marry me. I believe that this is not only within God's will....but would ulitmatly glorify God, through testimony to others my children, and healing of a family and kids having both parents together as is God's design! Please pray this for Donny, myeslf (Jessica) and our Children Hollie, Faith, and the new baby on the way. I also believe that knowing names and lifting them up helps(just my personal belief). Please help my family!! I pray and request all this through Jesus' name AMEN!
