Scofftran
Disciple of Prayer
I am feeling depressed, sad, angry, emotional as my 22 yo daughter is dealing with mental health issues e,g, depression, bordering personality disorder, suicidal ideation, and has been hospitalized over a dozen times last year. Has been "chaptered", which means she is admitted involuntarily because no beds are available in a behavioral hospital and gets taken by the police to a State facility for a 72-hour hold. I pray for her safety and am happy when I hear from her once she is admitted, but get angry with God because this occurs so often. My husband has chronic kidney disease, is on kidney dialysis 3x/wk, makes him feel awful and weak, has advanced heart failure, AFib, chronic cough, shortness of breath, and when one symptom seems to get better, he starts feeling worse from something else, e.g., earache, pilonidal cysts, back pain, pancreas issues, and is becoming depressed. Because I dont' know what to say or how to help, it appears I don't care. There are days I just ask why?