I am about to give up on ...

[Nineff]

I am about to give up on God. I'm starting to think doesn't exist or if he does he hates me so much. I have prayed but no answers, I have fasted, I have lost money paying for people to tell me what was wrong with me that I couldn't conceive. 15 years of praying and living for God I'm still childless. My prayers don't work. Why is God doing me like this if he really is love? What kind of love enjoys to see others crushing down every time their prayers are not answered? I have helped the poor, I have fed the hungry, I have paid school fees for people, I have shared my home with others. I have been compassionate towards others, I have gone as far as travelling to other countries in hope that God would answer me through people whom I thought carried greater faith than me. I have on countless times dreamt of having a baby boy and have waited for years for this dream to manifest. What exactly is going on?why did the Bible tell us to believe but yet I still don't have what I have been believing God for? How do I continue to be hopeful when this hope comes back to crush my soul every month I see my menses? What sis have I committed that God is so angry with me if he's there? I'm so lost

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I have prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy.

Please Pray This Prayer From Your Heart: God I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life and the lives of those I pray for. God heal me totally in all areas of my life. Make me whole in You. Bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace, knowledge, wisdom, and love of Christ Jesus. Bless me with a deep and abiding love to read, listen to, meditate upon, study, and obey Your Word. God let Your Word dwell within me richly. So that I may come to know You better, love You more, and make You known. God help me, show me how, and bless me to have an ever-growing closer, stronger, more intimate relationship with You. God bless me with and cause me to always think, act, and react with a God solution-focused heart, mind, attitude, and spirit. God help me to always be aware and walk in the truth, faith, hope, and love of Your Word and presence in my life. God place Your angels all around me to cover and protect me from all sickness, evil, hurt, harm, danger, accidents, the plans of my enemies, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God deal with all my enemies according to Your Word. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer, all those I love and care about, and all those who love and care about me. And God please bless each of us to always walk in character and habits of Christ Jesus. Let us all live our lives for Your glory and good pleasure. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. God Thank You for answering this prayer and Thank You for loving me. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach

 

[A C / A O]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[EnricoLange]

I am about to give up on God. I'm starting to think doesn't exist or if he does he hates me so much. I have prayed but no answers, I have fasted, I have lost money paying for people to tell me what was wrong with me that I couldn't conceive. 15 years of praying and living for God I'm still childless. My prayers don't work. Why is God doing me like this if he really is love? What kind of love enjoys to see others crushing down every time their prayers are not answered? I have helped the poor, I have fed the hungry, I have paid school fees for people, I have shared my home with others. I have been compassionate towards others, I have gone as far as travelling to other countries in hope that God would answer me through people whom I thought carried greater faith than me. I have on countless times dreamt of having a baby boy and have waited for years for this dream to manifest. What exactly is going on?why did the Bible tell us to believe but yet I still don't have what I have been believing God for? How do I continue to be hopeful when this hope comes back to crush my soul every month I see my menses? What sis have I committed that God is so angry with me if he's there? I'm so lost

Perhaps this article might be helpful?
6 Common Reasons God Doesn’t Answer Prayers

I know the pain of years, even decades of praying and still no breakthrough. Still praying by His grace but only by His grace. Its tough and we on our own strength cannot make it but He can. What comes to mind when reading your prayer request is that you might have done all these things you mentioned to get what you want (a baby boy) but not so much because you want to draw close to God Himself even if He does not give you a baby boy. The bible says "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." (Matthew 6:33) and also to love the Lord our God with all our heart and not to put anything else before Him (e.g. idols). Sometimes our desires can be idols that first need to be toppled and repented of and God put on the throne of our hearts, His rightful place. He may then actually give us the very thing when its no longer an idol. We had a seminar on idols recently at church. I need to ask forgiveness for many idols. Anyways, just a few thoughts....Blessings.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Leera]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.