astropepsi
Humble Servant
Please pray for me! At work I lost my temper and in a moment of weakness yelled at and cussed out and swore at a co-worker who was being really mean and rude and nasty and disrespectful and terrible to me but I made her mad and she ran in the bathroom later and cried and someone else told the acting manager on me since the real manager wasn't there so there was no actual manager there but someone I know and work with told him on me in the manager office to try and get me in trouble but now the girl that told on me and everyone else hate me and don't like me and are mad at me and not forgiving me and holding grudges and don't want to be my friend and are disrespecting me and treating me badly and I tried to apologize to the girl that I yelled and swore at even though she was being really rude and mean and nasty and disrespectful to me but she was really rude and nasty then and wouldn't accept it and was really venomous to me as I tried to apologize to her and didn't even let me finish and she had been treating me badly all day and the past week or so as well but suddenly because I stood up for myself and didn't let her push me around anymore and walk all over me and defended myself now I'm the bad guy and my former friends and coworkers at work don't like me or hate me and don't want to be my friend and are mad at me and hold a grudge and suddenly I'm the bad guy even though she was rude to me and I didn't do it for no reason even though I felt bad and guilty and knew what I said was wrong and tried to apologize but now I'm the bad guy and no one likes me or wants to be my friend and I broke down in tears in front of one of the coworkers on my side who likes me and ran in the bathroom and he followed me in there and tried to comfort me and give me advice but I felt so bad and it was just terrible!
Now in addition to people being mad at me and not liking me and holding a grudge and not wanting to be my friend an being mean and rude and venomous and disrespectful and distant and cold and I feel really bad and cried and now they don't like me anymore and I feel so broken and hopeless and sad and depressed and in addition to that since one of my coworkers who sympathized with the girl i yelled at told the psuedo acting manager today in his office with a complaint/report to try and get me in trouble now when I go to work my manager might call me into the office and try and punish me or write me up and get me in trouble or fire me or give me some sort of penalty and discipline or I might be or get in trouble and get punished or written up or have something bad happen to me and I'm so scared and sad and hopeless and broken and I feel so bad and powerless like there is nothing I can do so only Jesus can help me now because only God has the power to heal and forgive and have others forgive and stop being mad at me or not liking me and not wanting to be friends or holding a grudge and soften their hearts and have them forgive me and like me again and only God can save and protect me and shield me in his hands like Psalm 91 and protect me from danger and evil and be with me always every step of the way and protect me and shield me and keep me safe from danger and harm and prevent and stop me from getting fired or written up or in trouble or punished or my managers or bosses getting mad at me and disciplining me in some way so if you would please pray for me I would greatly appreciate it please pray for me as I desperately need it and would greatly appreciate it as I need God and his love and grace and mercy and kindness and forgiveness and power and guidance and help please, thanks so much in advance!
Please Father God, Lord Jesus Christ, save me and help me and be with me always and please let all these people, hopefully a lot of people, pray for me and please let these prayers we pray to you be answered Father God, in Jesus' name we pray, Amen!
Now in addition to people being mad at me and not liking me and holding a grudge and not wanting to be my friend an being mean and rude and venomous and disrespectful and distant and cold and I feel really bad and cried and now they don't like me anymore and I feel so broken and hopeless and sad and depressed and in addition to that since one of my coworkers who sympathized with the girl i yelled at told the psuedo acting manager today in his office with a complaint/report to try and get me in trouble now when I go to work my manager might call me into the office and try and punish me or write me up and get me in trouble or fire me or give me some sort of penalty and discipline or I might be or get in trouble and get punished or written up or have something bad happen to me and I'm so scared and sad and hopeless and broken and I feel so bad and powerless like there is nothing I can do so only Jesus can help me now because only God has the power to heal and forgive and have others forgive and stop being mad at me or not liking me and not wanting to be friends or holding a grudge and soften their hearts and have them forgive me and like me again and only God can save and protect me and shield me in his hands like Psalm 91 and protect me from danger and evil and be with me always every step of the way and protect me and shield me and keep me safe from danger and harm and prevent and stop me from getting fired or written up or in trouble or punished or my managers or bosses getting mad at me and disciplining me in some way so if you would please pray for me I would greatly appreciate it please pray for me as I desperately need it and would greatly appreciate it as I need God and his love and grace and mercy and kindness and forgiveness and power and guidance and help please, thanks so much in advance!
Please Father God, Lord Jesus Christ, save me and help me and be with me always and please let all these people, hopefully a lot of people, pray for me and please let these prayers we pray to you be answered Father God, in Jesus' name we pray, Amen!