Hey everyone! Let's lift up 
Vulreyn
Prayer Partner
Lord, I am humbly coming to you to pray on behalf of Merryn who is struggling with severe depression, fear, anxiety, and addiction. These are some of the most difficult valleys for us to walk in in life, and I pray that you relieve Merryn from this pain.Hello, if anyone reading this can PLEASE PRAY for me. I am struggling with severe depression, fear, anxiety and off and on addiction. I pray to God to remove my struggles and lift the weight I carry. Free me from this torture I bring. I have been trying to forgive myself but I keep making the same mistakes. I do not like I am envious of those who are happy. I feel like a failure and I am too blame. I ruined most of my life. It is so hard for me to accept and it is ruining my present and future. I have lost family, my children, friends, so much with my issues. Now I am so lonely and I don’t want to be this way and feel this way! I cry far too much and keep trying. The lord is my only hope It feels like. My depression is just too much for most people. I pray for change and for my loved ones to come back. I want to enjoy life and not feel all this pain inside. I pray God can help free me from substance use, it makes me angry yet I haven’t learned yet!! Even when not using I still have so many issues to deal with it seems too much for me. I want to change so bad, it’s so hard. Please God, change my brain for me!!! Help Me See!!
Lord, King David wrote,
"Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me."
Psalms 23:4 (NIV)
I pray that Merryn is made aware in this moment by your sheer mercy and grace that you are there with them in this valley, no matter how dark it may seem.
Father, Merryn also feels that they have lost all and everything in their life, from family to friends to their children. This has induced a type of loneliness that is difficult to bear. Merryn comes to you to repent of their sins, to ask for forgiveness and your mercy. You are so merciful Lord, as you have shown all of your children mercy by sacrificing Jesus Christ on the cross for our sins. I pray that in due time, healing occurs so deeply and truly that everyone Merryn has lost returns to them by their healing.
Lord guide Merryn in this difficult time. I rebuke any adversaries who may be attacking Merryn to make decisions that allow them to stray from you, Lord, in the name of Jesus Christ.
As for loneliness, Lord, you are omnipresent. You are everywhere, at all times. I pray that Merryn knows that while family and friends and children are indeed irreplaceable as we form special bonds with them, that in the depths of our shame and loneliness there is always you, dear God, who is right there beside us.
Lord, in Matthew 4, after Spirit led Jesus to be tempted in the wilderness by Satan, Jesus successfully avoided Satan's ploys by means of your Word. I pray that Merryn becomes closer to your Word, which serves as a shield, a guide, a sword for our trying times.
In Matthew 4, once Satan left, Jesus was tended to by angels that you sent. Clearly, any attack, any temptation takes a toll on our souls, our hearts, our beings. I pray lord that you command your angels to surround Merryn to offer tenderness.
I pray that Merryn now fully comes to you and forcefully, passionately, with all heart confesses to you and repents, once and for all placing their pain, suffering, and sins before you to heal.
I pray Lord for everything above and I thank you Lord that for giving me the opportunities to pray for others as the prayers of others have helped immensely in my healing of addictions as well.
In Jesus name, I pray, AMEN!
2 Peter 3:9
The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not willing for any to perish, but for all to come to repentance.
