Hello, I suffer from severe anxiety and ...

[Anonymous]

Hello, I suffer from severe anxiety and depression. Been on medication for 14 years now. Many hours of counseling. The last two years have been the toughest. I lost my father to suicide in 2016. He never met his grandchildren, my son especially who is named after him. Also lost his half of the family, haven’t seen or talked to any of them since the funeral, and we used to be a close family. I have struggled many times with just giving up completely. My biggest struggle is being lonely. I miss my dad. Someone I used to see and talk to everyday. Now 35, married, 4 kids, dogs, house, etc, I should be extremely grateful but I take them all for granted so many times. I try not to. I hate my job, giving 24 years of my life to something I’ll never own or run. A family business, sold in ‘13 to a big corporation. Working with my dad for so many years, sold out from under our feet by his parents. A legacy that ends with me. I ask for prayers for my anxiety and depression. I don’t know what it feels like to be relaxed and “normal” anymore. I ask for prayers for new opportunities to show themselves so that I can find a new career that will satisfy my well-being and provide more for my family. I want my kids to experience the things I did as a kid. They are all still young, but deserve everything I can give them. Overall I just want to be happy again. Those who have lost loved ones in such a manner are the only ones who know of this experience. Granted most people don’t know why, we do. I pray that those who have similar issues find peace and comfort that they are not alone. God bless.

I feel for your losses deeply. I am going through great despair right now concerning my son. I pray and the problem is not solved, worse - but I find a peaceful heart from God. I hope this article helps you. If you want to communicate again we can.
In this world we are so helpless and with no aid coming along. The fear of strange sickness and worry about the future of the earth is making our life so unhappy. We call on the Lord every single day of our life. He will deliver and help us overcome any fear we may have in our heart.

Our help comes from the Lord.
He made heaven and earth.
He is allowing us to go through this.
To make us all aware that we are not from earth.
We belong to heaven.
There will be no sickness there.
There will be no pain or sorrow.
There will be no more death.
We shall be clothed with a new garment.
A glorious robe will be put on us.
Let us all look up.
Salvation cometh from the Lord.