Fierdarundeth
Disciple of Prayer
I pray for great health
I pray for strength and protection
I pray that the guy upstairs stops making noise he makes a lot of noise
I feel as if he’s doing it intentionally
I pray for brighter days and that I get back to myself
I pray for peace, happiness, joy
I don’t feel comfortable with certain women inside of the church
Some of the women that was walking around I feel like they were judging me
I just pray for healing and that I get back to myself
I pray for a car so I don’t have to walk around everywhere every day
Well for the past two days I’ve been walking to church
It’s about fifteen minutes away from my house
It’s not too far
I pray for a car so I don’t have to walk or catch the bus
I pray for brighter days and that I’m able to take care of myself
I want to drive and get on the road for years
My mother wouldn’t let me drive her car
She would promise to help me get a car but she never did
I feel as if something about my mom wasn’t righteous
I felt as if she could have supported me more or shown more enthusiasm
I feel as if she’s negative sometimes
When I used to work I felt as if she used to try to take most of the money from my paycheck and I barely was making enough
I spent years working at a company I didn’t like
They were barely giving me hours and some of the women that worked there were very negative
I used to argue with one of the women that used to work there just about every day
Even with some of the other workers I would argue with
I pray for a new home
I don’t like the building that I stay in
I don’t like the maintenance lady
I felt like she kept speaking to me about how the floors looked and I was trying to get inside of my house
Something was off about her and the maintenance lady used to talk of my brother how he would take things out of the house and give it to her niece who he was dating
He wasn’t to be trusted
He doesn’t live with me anymore
He apologized for how he treated me
I didn’t like staying here inside of the house with him
I wanted to move and have my own place
Me and him used to get into fights a lot
I pray for healing and that I get back to myself
I pray to be protected from people outside on the streets
I pray for a new home so I can decorate it and do things that I like to do
I don’t like the neighbors I have that live inside of this building
I don’t want to stay inside of a building
I would rather live inside of an apartment
I pray that I’m able to move into a good neighborhood
I pray for health to get better so I can protect myself from my enemies
So I can be safe and use discernment and not be around negative people
I pray for strength and protection
I pray that my fingers heal and go back to normal
I wasn’t taking care of myself
I was being dishonest about a lot of things lying to the person I’m with about where I’m working
It was awful
He told me that he wants to marry more than one wife and he asked me to help him find a wife
I told him that I would leave him alone if he decides to be with another woman because I don’t want to be second or have to compete with another female over another man or the same man that just doesn’t seem well to me
I pray that he changes his mind and decides to marry only me
I used to see him staring at other women when he would be with me when we would be in the car driving
He would even watch movies that were disturbing and I just didn’t like that
I pray for strength and healing
I had a friend who betrayed me
She was talking to the guy that I used to date and she tried to keep one of her friends away from me and she never came to check or visit me when I started staying to myself and she lives around the corner
She would avoid my text messages and she would make other friends
I just felt as if she was nasty
She would have sex a lot with random people
I don’t judge but that wasn’t my thing
But I allowed myself to befriend a couple of people
I was walking around as if I was lost catching buses traveling to different towns alone being afraid of people crying standing outside trying to find peace and happiness
I pray to get back to myself
I pray to not allow myself to befriend afraid of the young girls that’s inside the church
When I was walking one of them had moved out of the way
She moved over to the other side when I was walking and I didn’t know why she did that
Maybe she didn’t like something about me
Even another girl had started walking out of the place as if she was better than me
Even when I used to work at a store I felt bad vibes from the women that used to work there
I wasn’t dressing up and I felt like she didn’t like what I was wearing or putting on
I used to wear sweatpants a lot
I wasn’t happy
I wasn’t myself
I didn’t like working with those type of women
I hated the job
I pray for a new job one where I would make a lot of money so I can be able to buy myself things and to be able to provide for myself
I pray for a new home so that I can relax and be at peace and be myself
Something about this building that I live in troubles me
I don’t feel safe or like myself here
I pray for a new home so I can relax and do what I love to do
I pray that my hair grows back
I pray that I start to take better care of my hygiene and take better care of myself
I pray to get rid of body odor
I pray to stop being afraid of people that I see walking outside people inside of the building
I just pray to heal and to get back to myself
I see my shadow a lot on the walls and I feel as if something is off
I pray to start to feel normal again and to be able to take good care of myself and to smile and laugh again
I pray for brighter days
I pray for healing from my past
I pray to move to a neighborhood that’s safe one where I feel good about it and myself
I pray for a new iPhone
I pray to have my own place
I don’t have cable
I have the fire stick and sometimes that troubles me
I don’t even have Netflix
I pray that things get better for me so I can be at peace and relax and feel beautiful and feel happy
I pray for brighter days
I pray for healing
I pray for a new car so I don’t have to walk everywhere
I pray for healing from all of my past sins
I pray to heal and to get back to myself
I pray for my teeth to go back to normal
I wasn’t brushing them and they don’t look the same to me
I feel unclean and the guy upstairs did something to my teeth
I felt like I had an overbite
I never had bad teeth
I pray to heal and to get back to myself
I pray for my eyes to heal and to go back to normal
I pray for more income so I can take better care of myself
I pray to move into a new home inside of a better neighborhood
I pray to not be afraid of people or worried of them
I pray for healing
I pray for strength
I pray to not worry about young girls who hate on me inside of the church
I feel depressed suicidal sometimes
I pray that I can begin to learn how to love myself more and be more confident and learn to have patience and not feel worried or afraid
I pray for brighter days
I pray to lose weight and to get back in shape
I pray that my confidence comes back
I pray for self-love
I pray for better days
I pray for a new home
I pray for a new bike
I pray for health to be better overall
I pray for strength and protection
I pray that the guy upstairs stops making noise he makes a lot of noise
I feel as if he’s doing it intentionally
I pray for brighter days and that I get back to myself
I pray for peace, happiness, joy
I don’t feel comfortable with certain women inside of the church
Some of the women that was walking around I feel like they were judging me
I just pray for healing and that I get back to myself
I pray for a car so I don’t have to walk around everywhere every day
Well for the past two days I’ve been walking to church
It’s about fifteen minutes away from my house
It’s not too far
I pray for a car so I don’t have to walk or catch the bus
I pray for brighter days and that I’m able to take care of myself
I want to drive and get on the road for years
My mother wouldn’t let me drive her car
She would promise to help me get a car but she never did
I feel as if something about my mom wasn’t righteous
I felt as if she could have supported me more or shown more enthusiasm
I feel as if she’s negative sometimes
When I used to work I felt as if she used to try to take most of the money from my paycheck and I barely was making enough
I spent years working at a company I didn’t like
They were barely giving me hours and some of the women that worked there were very negative
I used to argue with one of the women that used to work there just about every day
Even with some of the other workers I would argue with
I pray for a new home
I don’t like the building that I stay in
I don’t like the maintenance lady
I felt like she kept speaking to me about how the floors looked and I was trying to get inside of my house
Something was off about her and the maintenance lady used to talk of my brother how he would take things out of the house and give it to her niece who he was dating
He wasn’t to be trusted
He doesn’t live with me anymore
He apologized for how he treated me
I didn’t like staying here inside of the house with him
I wanted to move and have my own place
Me and him used to get into fights a lot
I pray for healing and that I get back to myself
I pray to be protected from people outside on the streets
I pray for a new home so I can decorate it and do things that I like to do
I don’t like the neighbors I have that live inside of this building
I don’t want to stay inside of a building
I would rather live inside of an apartment
I pray that I’m able to move into a good neighborhood
I pray for health to get better so I can protect myself from my enemies
So I can be safe and use discernment and not be around negative people
I pray for strength and protection
I pray that my fingers heal and go back to normal
I wasn’t taking care of myself
I was being dishonest about a lot of things lying to the person I’m with about where I’m working
It was awful
He told me that he wants to marry more than one wife and he asked me to help him find a wife
I told him that I would leave him alone if he decides to be with another woman because I don’t want to be second or have to compete with another female over another man or the same man that just doesn’t seem well to me
I pray that he changes his mind and decides to marry only me
I used to see him staring at other women when he would be with me when we would be in the car driving
He would even watch movies that were disturbing and I just didn’t like that
I pray for strength and healing
I had a friend who betrayed me
She was talking to the guy that I used to date and she tried to keep one of her friends away from me and she never came to check or visit me when I started staying to myself and she lives around the corner
She would avoid my text messages and she would make other friends
I just felt as if she was nasty
She would have sex a lot with random people
I don’t judge but that wasn’t my thing
But I allowed myself to befriend a couple of people
I was walking around as if I was lost catching buses traveling to different towns alone being afraid of people crying standing outside trying to find peace and happiness
I pray to get back to myself
I pray to not allow myself to befriend afraid of the young girls that’s inside the church
When I was walking one of them had moved out of the way
She moved over to the other side when I was walking and I didn’t know why she did that
Maybe she didn’t like something about me
Even another girl had started walking out of the place as if she was better than me
Even when I used to work at a store I felt bad vibes from the women that used to work there
I wasn’t dressing up and I felt like she didn’t like what I was wearing or putting on
I used to wear sweatpants a lot
I wasn’t happy
I wasn’t myself
I didn’t like working with those type of women
I hated the job
I pray for a new job one where I would make a lot of money so I can be able to buy myself things and to be able to provide for myself
I pray for a new home so that I can relax and be at peace and be myself
Something about this building that I live in troubles me
I don’t feel safe or like myself here
I pray for a new home so I can relax and do what I love to do
I pray that my hair grows back
I pray that I start to take better care of my hygiene and take better care of myself
I pray to get rid of body odor
I pray to stop being afraid of people that I see walking outside people inside of the building
I just pray to heal and to get back to myself
I see my shadow a lot on the walls and I feel as if something is off
I pray to start to feel normal again and to be able to take good care of myself and to smile and laugh again
I pray for brighter days
I pray for healing from my past
I pray to move to a neighborhood that’s safe one where I feel good about it and myself
I pray for a new iPhone
I pray to have my own place
I don’t have cable
I have the fire stick and sometimes that troubles me
I don’t even have Netflix
I pray that things get better for me so I can be at peace and relax and feel beautiful and feel happy
I pray for brighter days
I pray for healing
I pray for a new car so I don’t have to walk everywhere
I pray for healing from all of my past sins
I pray to heal and to get back to myself
I pray for my teeth to go back to normal
I wasn’t brushing them and they don’t look the same to me
I feel unclean and the guy upstairs did something to my teeth
I felt like I had an overbite
I never had bad teeth
I pray to heal and to get back to myself
I pray for my eyes to heal and to go back to normal
I pray for more income so I can take better care of myself
I pray to move into a new home inside of a better neighborhood
I pray to not be afraid of people or worried of them
I pray for healing
I pray for strength
I pray to not worry about young girls who hate on me inside of the church
I feel depressed suicidal sometimes
I pray that I can begin to learn how to love myself more and be more confident and learn to have patience and not feel worried or afraid
I pray for brighter days
I pray to lose weight and to get back in shape
I pray that my confidence comes back
I pray for self-love
I pray for better days
I pray for a new home
I pray for a new bike
I pray for health to be better overall