Let's continue to lift up Quenulon, trusting God's perfect plan. "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" (Jer. 29:11). Praying for peace, patience, and strength in this new chapter. In Jesus' Name! 
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Let's lift up @HollyB's husband for a new job opportunity and financial provision for his dump truck classes.
Othaireurron
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I pray for my health to be better I pray for a new home I pray for a new car I pray for a new job I pray I get the job at Whole Foods I pray I’m able to create my own business soon one day and be able to start working on my YouTube channel and my clothing line I pray for my health to be better so I can be healthy as ever be nice and fit and be able to do things I pray for my body to heal I pray for forgiveness from all of my past sins I pray to heal from being mean towards other people inside of my building I know the guy don’t like me I don’t care I didn’t even know him I felt as if he was staring at me hard when I would be sitting down on the steps inside of my building and he was a homosexual man he was staying with another man I knew I felt as if he was in my business watching me because I was inside of the stairwell I didn’t like that I felt after years passed by that I should stay out the hallway and that I should learn how to love myself again and stop allowing folks to disrespect me I let my mother talk to me any type of way she’s bossy and like to tell people what to do all the time I feel as if she have her issues of her own everything I tell her she throw it back in my face I pray for healing I used to fight and argue with her all the time I felt as if she was just not the person I could be able to get along with I tried to humble myself and allow her to be the parent but it’s like all she wanted to do was argue and be mean I don’t like that stress kills I want to be fine happy and healthy it’s like she would listen to people before she would listen towards me I didn’t like that I want to be able to provide for myself and be a happy version of myself that I know that I can be I want to be healthy so I can run be fit so I can workout and do all the things that I used to could do now I feel tired soon as I began to run I had gained weight when I went to a mental hospital they had put me on medication and they put me inside of a room with a Chinese girl she had her own problems she would read the Bible but I still felt as if something was just not right with her I understand that’s probably why she had to be at the mental hospital I feel as if God is the only way some people talk of God and don’t follow the straight path and choose to do wrong things as if they don’t have a care I pray that I get back to myself I always used to pray but I had stopped believing it’s like I became lost arguing and fighting with my mother going to therapy it was not for me when I was in therapy I only went for two months I had chosen to go and speak with someone while I was talking towards her it’s as if she was yawning sometimes she would overcharge me for copays I felt God wouldn’t charge me a thing he would listen and heal me and make sure I’m well I was not praying that much my mother used to laugh at me when I would Say God was watching over me and protecting me when she was hitting me she tried to beat me up she snuck me when I was cooking and I had my back turned and she was hitting me and trying to beat me up I felt like she was sick I couldn’t see much my face was facing a different direction and she just kept on hitting me the cops had to come I went by my aunt house and I called them I think because I didn’t have no shoes on and I had to get my things out of the house she was standing very close behind me that’s one thing I never liked of her I felt as if she was always standing close near me one time I was standing by the window I had my back facing the window and I think the window was open and she started sweeping near my feet I kept moving closer to the window it’s like she was caging me in and when I would walk to go to work and leave out the house she would sweep near my feet as I walked until I had gotten out of the house and when my brother wasn’t around she would start arguments with me she probably had deep rooted issues that I probably triggered she didn’t teach me how to clean not really I felt like she did all the cleaning she didn’t want me to learn just like she didn’t teach me how to drive and she started staring at me weird like she was mad I was in a car driving my own mother should be happy and proud I’m driving but she wasn’t then when I’m around family I seen her dancing and acting as if it was all about her she’s very strange she pick and choose who she wants to fight with she’s a trouble maker she always used to talk about fighting her and her sister both used to fight a lot I understand you have to defend yourself but when you have kids their should be a limit I felt like me and her would argue all the time she would drop me off by my aunts house a lot when I was younger I didn’t want to be over there I would rather be at home I pray for brighter days I pray for a new home I don’t like the building that I live in I was getting into arguments with people in the building I didn’t trust or like nobody it was very bad and I felt as if the man upstairs he’s another homosexual both of them was making faces at me as if they didn’t want me on the staircase I felt like I didn’t like my mother she would start cleaning up and force me to not get out of the room it was bad I tried to help her when she almost fell or fell by the laundry room I heard a loud noise and asked her if she was ok she had told me to go sit down she was strange even when I had graduated from trade school she said she wasn’t going to come to my graduation I wanted her to come it’s not a good feeling when you don’t have others to support you of your accomplishments and goals I felt like I did good I started to bad towards the end I felt as if I didn’t like one of the woman that was attending the trade school with me she came and started helping other people inside of the classroom but I felt as if she was jealous of me and I didn’t like that I pray for strength and healing and for brighter days I pray for healing I pray for a new home I pray to heal from being around women and feeling competition or threatened in any kind of way I pray that I can learn to be happy and learn to love myself how I used to when I would wash up take baths take showers I did my thing did what I was supposed to be doing but I felt like people was envious of me a girl that I used to work with rubbed me the wrong way and I felt as if she tried to be me she wanted to be in my position and would try to control me and boss me around whenever she would see me working behind customer service she would tell me to go the register I used to argue with a couple of the women that worked there it’s like they always had something smart to say I felt like the job was ghetto I didn’t like it it was my first job I would argue with some of the women that worked at the place it was bad I felt like the Arab women barely worked people was jealous of me when I used to work there and it was always some sort of drama I hated it my mother would pick me up from work majority of the time other times I would end of catching the bus I pray that I do well again and work and stay motivated I had got laid off from my first job at Kmart years ago and never felt confident in myself I used to call out a lot and I was late a lot and they added that up but majority of the time I showed up to work they took years to move me to customer service I didn’t like that one of the supervisors told them that I didn’t want to work at the service desk she didn’t ask me she just assumed I pray that I can be confident in myself again and not have women intimidate me or make me feel less than or small I pray to get back to myself and heal I was also working at a warehouse and I felt like their was negative people that worked there I was putting myself down rushing always complaining or talking of my health I was working inside of a freezer my fingers were bothering me and I felt as if I couldn’t work I just want to be able to be confident in myself and be able to take care of myself I don’t want to be Ill or sick I don’t want to tear myself down anymore I did that for way too long and people wanted me to smile my grandmother wanted me to be happy she said I didn’t get jobs because I wasn’t happy or smiling and that was true for years I used to walk around mad angry and upset I felt as if people were envious of me my mother would try to dress like me she was making me mad I couldn’t stand being near her she said she wanted to crash her truck when I was inside the car with her she used to roll her eyes a lot and make faces that lady had issues something definitely wasn’t right with her I pray for strength and healing and that I get back to myself I pray for my body to heal so that I can workout again and be able to take care of myself and be at ease peace joy happiness is what I want I don’t want to feel sad or nervous or sick anymore I want to feel happy healthy beautiful enjoying my life I miss the person I used to be for years I was held back fighting with my mother staying by my aunts house worrying of her daughter and watching other people online instead of focusing on myself and taking care of myself I pray that I get back to myself and learn how to love myself again I pray for my hygiene to be better I pray for my teeth to grow back I pray for my nerves to heal I pray to lose weight and for my stomach to be flat I pray for brighter days I pray for protection from my enemies from any spiritual attacks that they may be sending me I pray for strength and protection I pray for self love I pray for forgiveness from all of my past sins I pray that I can learn to love myself I pray for better days I pray for healing I pray to open up my own business one day I pray for a new car I pray for a new iPhone I pray for strength
