i made myself go out today
and when i got back home i saw for the first time since that robbery this month....
my neighbor Trevor who had robbed me about 2 weeks ago....
i was very gracious and very ladylike
and i said hello to him
he can't look at me right now
and i understand and it is oh-kay...
for now...
that broke the ice between us for now....
and maybe i can pray with and for him
the next time we bump into each other...
but for now
i ask for myself for The Holy Spirit to be my tranquilizer and MY COMFORTER PLEASE...
because...
as of right now my heart is racing very fast
but i will be oh-kay......i just need a sweet Divine calmness to surround me please...
and i ask for Trevor that he would come to the foot of The Cross
and come to Know Jesus as Lord and Savior
and that Trevor
would get delivered from all drugs
and be set free from his addiction....
i ask this of you Dear Father In Heaven
in Jesus's name please
do this miracle for Trevor
and heal me of this intense uneasiness
and nervousness and unrest and lack of peace which is
over Trevor still living here where i am now...
PLEASE
CALM MY BEATING HEART
AND HEAL TREVOR OF ALL OF HIS ADDICTIONS AND BONDAGES...
SET THIS CAPTIVE MAN FREE GOD...
PLEASE ABBA--FATHER--DADDY--GOD
DO WONDERS IN THIS WHOLE SITUATION
TURN IT AROUND FOR EVERYONE'S HIGHEST BEST
AND FOR EVERYONE'S SOO ULTIMATE GOOD
JESUS...I ASK IN FAITH
KNOWING YOU ARE ABLE
AND ALSO SOO VERY WILLING
TO DO SUCH WONDERFUL THINGS FOR TREVOR AND HIS GIRLFRIEND
MARY LOUISE...
AND ALSO FOR ME AS WELL TONIGHT...
BLESS US ALL FATHER
IN JESUS'S NAME
I PRAY TONIGHT FROM A PLACE OF MUCH LOVE AND COMPASSION
AND FROM A HEART FULL OF FORGIVENESS
GRANT US BOTH A MIRACLE PLEASE GOD
MAY TREVOR BE HEALED DELIVERED
AND SET FREE
AND MAY I BE HEALED IN EVERY WAY
FROM ALL THE TRAUMA I HAVE EXPERIENCED OVER THESE PAST 12 YEARS
PLEASE FATHER GOD
HEAL AND SAVE TREVOR
AND HEAL ME FULLY
AND I CONTINUE TO ASL FOR MY
HOUSING MIRACLE ABOVE ALL ELSE
I STILL NEED A SAFE AND PERMANENT
PLACE TO CALL HOME
FATHER GOD
YOU CHOOSE WHERE I AM TO LIVE NEXT
YOU CHOOSE FOR ME
IN JESUS'S NAME I PRAY AMEN.....
THANK-YOU SOO MUCH
WITH ALL OF MY HEART
I THANK-YOU
DEAR FATHER SON AND HOLY GHOST....
AMEN...........NOW SO BE IT DONE.......AMEN.........