Sonabhi
Disciple of Prayer
Good morning Everybody there,
Being in Prayer for you inhere,
I am waiting for God's grace in my Life very Desperately, coz i need it now.
Since my Childhood till 2009 January i was quite satisfied with my Life. I had UPs & DOWNs. Some incidents were a Terrible Blunder in my Life, but Time has Healed the Wound. I tried to Forget them as like a Nightmare.
I got Married on 29th Oct.2009. My marriage was fixed in the month of April 2009 & i was very Happy after that. My Career growed,
My Life moved to a new Level of Happiness. But right after the 1st Day of My Marriage things Started Changing. That to So UnXpectedely that No one can Even Imagine or Dream. I was So Mentally Shocked after getting to know my New Family. Along-with that i have got a disease. I had Suffered with the Disease for 3-1/2 years & taken Medicines & Antibiotics regularly for 2&1/2 years without a single Day Gap. I have taken Alopathic, Homeopathic & Ayurvedic Treatment. I am Waiting for my Babies since i got Married & till now there is no hope coming out. I had a surgery on 26th Jan. 2013 a diagnostic one, just to ensure that everything is fine in my body to produce a baby. I had 2 Stiches in that surgery. According to any Doctor or Nurse or any Person related to Medical field says any Patient of the World get well through this surgery in 2-5 Days.
But i had Suffered with that Pain since 26th of January till 1st May. I had Thick Fluid coming out of the stitched area Non-Stop. I had sufferred from Terrible Pain, i am Not able to Conceive Child from 4 years,
I am not able to Manage my Family, i am Not able to make people Happy near Me. Neither my Family nor my extended family & my In-Laws are Happy with me.
I have Not told my Parents about my Surgery & Pain, I have No One to Help me out in this Phase of my Life.
My Marriage is Not working out Properly.
Since my Childhood i was So Close to God that i used to feel that i am talking to him & he listens to me, But now i don't know what is going on. Nothing is working out. Neither in the means of my Relations nor in my Health & my Child Expectation.
God had always Helped me, Saved me but i dont know what had happened after my Marriage.
I was about to go Australia before my Marriage.
I said to God,'' God i am Leaving Everything to U, Please make such type of Decision for me,which would Not Hurt me and in future & i shouldn't Question you, that 'Why did u do this to Me? ' B'coz i am Not able to bear Terrible Pain further.'
I thank God everyday I’m blessed in so many ways. My life has taken an amazing turn for the better and I know its Gods touch! I will always need prayer.
It'z only because of Prayer that i was able to come out of that Pain after my Surgery.
But at this time, I am waiting for God's grace in my Life very Desperately, coz i need it now. I dont know what is his Plan, but i feel, i am so Trapped with this Usual Insecurity that i have no Words.
Please Help me.
I am NOT able to Conceive Baby. I have gone through All the tests required. My Married & Love Life is NOT going Good.
My Husband doesn't want to Talk to Me. Instead I Love Him beyond Everything in this World. I can't Imagine my Life without Him & he doesn't want me. Please Pray for me! I want Twin Baby Boys to Fill my Life & All the Other's in My Life with Extreme Joy & Happiness. Because its just Not a question of My happiness but also an Issue related to Lot many People related to Me.
Being in Prayer for you inhere,
I am waiting for God's grace in my Life very Desperately, coz i need it now.
Since my Childhood till 2009 January i was quite satisfied with my Life. I had UPs & DOWNs. Some incidents were a Terrible Blunder in my Life, but Time has Healed the Wound. I tried to Forget them as like a Nightmare.
I got Married on 29th Oct.2009. My marriage was fixed in the month of April 2009 & i was very Happy after that. My Career growed,
My Life moved to a new Level of Happiness. But right after the 1st Day of My Marriage things Started Changing. That to So UnXpectedely that No one can Even Imagine or Dream. I was So Mentally Shocked after getting to know my New Family. Along-with that i have got a disease. I had Suffered with the Disease for 3-1/2 years & taken Medicines & Antibiotics regularly for 2&1/2 years without a single Day Gap. I have taken Alopathic, Homeopathic & Ayurvedic Treatment. I am Waiting for my Babies since i got Married & till now there is no hope coming out. I had a surgery on 26th Jan. 2013 a diagnostic one, just to ensure that everything is fine in my body to produce a baby. I had 2 Stiches in that surgery. According to any Doctor or Nurse or any Person related to Medical field says any Patient of the World get well through this surgery in 2-5 Days.
But i had Suffered with that Pain since 26th of January till 1st May. I had Thick Fluid coming out of the stitched area Non-Stop. I had sufferred from Terrible Pain, i am Not able to Conceive Child from 4 years,
I am not able to Manage my Family, i am Not able to make people Happy near Me. Neither my Family nor my extended family & my In-Laws are Happy with me.
I have Not told my Parents about my Surgery & Pain, I have No One to Help me out in this Phase of my Life.
My Marriage is Not working out Properly.
Since my Childhood i was So Close to God that i used to feel that i am talking to him & he listens to me, But now i don't know what is going on. Nothing is working out. Neither in the means of my Relations nor in my Health & my Child Expectation.
God had always Helped me, Saved me but i dont know what had happened after my Marriage.
I was about to go Australia before my Marriage.
I said to God,'' God i am Leaving Everything to U, Please make such type of Decision for me,which would Not Hurt me and in future & i shouldn't Question you, that 'Why did u do this to Me? ' B'coz i am Not able to bear Terrible Pain further.'
I thank God everyday I’m blessed in so many ways. My life has taken an amazing turn for the better and I know its Gods touch! I will always need prayer.
It'z only because of Prayer that i was able to come out of that Pain after my Surgery.
But at this time, I am waiting for God's grace in my Life very Desperately, coz i need it now. I dont know what is his Plan, but i feel, i am so Trapped with this Usual Insecurity that i have no Words.
Please Help me.
I am NOT able to Conceive Baby. I have gone through All the tests required. My Married & Love Life is NOT going Good.
My Husband doesn't want to Talk to Me. Instead I Love Him beyond Everything in this World. I can't Imagine my Life without Him & he doesn't want me. Please Pray for me! I want Twin Baby Boys to Fill my Life & All the Other's in My Life with Extreme Joy & Happiness. Because its just Not a question of My happiness but also an Issue related to Lot many People related to Me.