Eric
Faithful Servant
I have been through a great trauma these last several months. I had nearly everything I worked for stolen and I almost lost everything trying to get it back, including my sanity. I know people are praying for me and finally, the Lord has allowed me to let this go. I have peace in my spirit again. Today was the first day that I felt like my old self in about four months. And today, my fiancée, who stayed with me through this whole ordeal, reminded me of the story of Job. And it hit me like a wave. I felt so ashamed of the way I have behaved through this trial. I am definitely no Job. I have been hurting and acting out in my flesh and angry with God. And in the end, because of God's great mercy, I still have the things that mean the most to me. I feel God's mercy and grace and peace and I have hope in a future with my new wife to be. I'm not completely healed of the trauma but I know that God is faithful to complete a work that He started in me. I am relieved to tears that the weight of this horrible thing has been lifted from me. I want to thank everyone that prayed for me and I thank the Lord Jesus for his endless mercy. I know I don't deserve a single thing, but God not only took away my pain, He allowed me to see what is most important, my relationship with Him and the woman that He blessed me with. Thank you, Jesus, for healing me and blessing me in spite of myself. I came to know the Lord in 1988 and through my stubbornness, it has been a rocky road. God never fails to amaze me and bring me to my knees when I need it. I am so very grateful that he chose me, the least deserving man in the world, to be His child. As always we pray in Jesus name.