ITryMyBest
Humble Prayer Warrior
God, I feel so low right now.
My wife left me, emotionally a while back already, and now physically I believe as well, with another man...
She was my girl, my baby, my everything. I wasn't always the best to her, but I feel I was a good, loving, fully supportive husband. Tough financial times came, and the women around her put in her head how a man is supposed to pay for everything, and further implanted material thoughts in her, which she does not need. She is surrounded by women with loose morals, who sleep with married men, step out on their husbands, etc... she didn't used to be like this.
We had such a beautiful family, her, my daughter, and I. We did things together, and she enjoyed them... then she stopped... stopped wanting to be around my family, stopped wanting to do things with me and my friends... stopped calling, stopped caring, stopped appreciating, stopped seeing my love and reciprocating.
It's so hard, God... at this point in my life, I don't want to go out there and start dating... I want my BABY BACK!!!
What did I do wrong... God, please help me. Please help me find peace, with whatever the outcome... please help my daughter be happy and accept. It's breaking her heart as well, how cold blooded her mother has become.
All my family, they are together with their wives. I feel like my "smarter" cousins made better decisions with the women they chose to spend their lives with... I feel like I invested in a bad egg.
I am in so much pain... I have zero confidence. I feel over the hill. I thought I had found peace and calm in my life.
God, she's young... I know that... she's only 24. I'm 32. She may very well be exploring, but I know women who married at that age, or younger, and have been good wives and partners to their husbands. She appreciates everyone and everything else around her but me.
She doesn't see me clearly for what I am, and it kills me....
Lord, also, please, if I am going to be going it on my own, please help me elevate my activities, places I go, and social skills... right now my friends just drink a whole lot, as do I. BBQ, don't do anything, don't go around women, or decent women at least....
If I am going out there, please help me find love, or whatever it is my soul is needing.... and please help me to stay quenched, so I don't make the same mistakes that may have planted negative seeds in the beginning of this last relationship (and several others before...). help me to stop my bad habits as well.
God, I love you... thank you for the blessings you've given me recently, and please help to bring my financial situation better, as it appears it may, that will be a big help.
I'm so heartbroken though... now thinking of New Years, Christmas, even 4th of July... just last year we were together and so happy during those days. What happened??
I need your help God... Amen.
My wife left me, emotionally a while back already, and now physically I believe as well, with another man...
She was my girl, my baby, my everything. I wasn't always the best to her, but I feel I was a good, loving, fully supportive husband. Tough financial times came, and the women around her put in her head how a man is supposed to pay for everything, and further implanted material thoughts in her, which she does not need. She is surrounded by women with loose morals, who sleep with married men, step out on their husbands, etc... she didn't used to be like this.
We had such a beautiful family, her, my daughter, and I. We did things together, and she enjoyed them... then she stopped... stopped wanting to be around my family, stopped wanting to do things with me and my friends... stopped calling, stopped caring, stopped appreciating, stopped seeing my love and reciprocating.
It's so hard, God... at this point in my life, I don't want to go out there and start dating... I want my BABY BACK!!!
What did I do wrong... God, please help me. Please help me find peace, with whatever the outcome... please help my daughter be happy and accept. It's breaking her heart as well, how cold blooded her mother has become.
All my family, they are together with their wives. I feel like my "smarter" cousins made better decisions with the women they chose to spend their lives with... I feel like I invested in a bad egg.
I am in so much pain... I have zero confidence. I feel over the hill. I thought I had found peace and calm in my life.
God, she's young... I know that... she's only 24. I'm 32. She may very well be exploring, but I know women who married at that age, or younger, and have been good wives and partners to their husbands. She appreciates everyone and everything else around her but me.
She doesn't see me clearly for what I am, and it kills me....
Lord, also, please, if I am going to be going it on my own, please help me elevate my activities, places I go, and social skills... right now my friends just drink a whole lot, as do I. BBQ, don't do anything, don't go around women, or decent women at least....
If I am going out there, please help me find love, or whatever it is my soul is needing.... and please help me to stay quenched, so I don't make the same mistakes that may have planted negative seeds in the beginning of this last relationship (and several others before...). help me to stop my bad habits as well.
God, I love you... thank you for the blessings you've given me recently, and please help to bring my financial situation better, as it appears it may, that will be a big help.
I'm so heartbroken though... now thinking of New Years, Christmas, even 4th of July... just last year we were together and so happy during those days. What happened??
I need your help God... Amen.
