God. I don’t even know where to begin I’m lost and broken. I don’t want to walk away from this relationship but not one thing has changed in 4 years. I can’t do it anymore I need respect I need help I need courage to get thru whatever path you take me. Lord pls just save me from this hurt. I want to be the person I was, happy spunky spontaneous this relationship has drained my spirit and I feel it’s my time to go. Idk help me pls give me support. Change the situation we’re in. I just can’t keep going in circles