God, I am losing my faith in You. I ...

[treeoflife]

God, I am losing my faith in You. I am praying because my faith is failing me. I need a way out of here, - I pray every day. Its isolated here, - I can't find work because there really isn't any around. My family are very toxic and abusive people, they don't know me, and I have been persecuted in the past in the kind of way that limits me tremendously in terms of my opportunities to get out.

You told me to ask, and I have asked. I have asked so much Your congregation is tired of me. I know I am not a perfect person, far from it, and I know I have sinned and been in error. Lord, I am getting really weak. I believe that You hate me, just because there is no progress toward being able to leave. Nothing changes. Your promises don't seem to apply to me, because You have not fulfilled them on my behalf. You have Your reasons for that, I am sure, and You are a good God, but I am losing my love for You. God, its desperate now, One True God, and I keep holding on, but I can't hold on forever. I'm just a man, and I only have so much resilience. Just being here is painful for me, and I am sure that You forgive my family their sins, and I forgive them, but I have to leave. My life is lived completely in mourning. I have asked for a sign, but You haven't shown me one. I have asked for anything, scraps, a measily income, something small, so that I can get out of here and afford a small place, and get my own life on track. You know I would be grateful to You for this gift. You know I believe it is possible in Your name, Yahweh.

But I am starting to completely lose hope. If there is anything You are willing to do, please do it. You are a God who is working miracles, who is making the impossible possible. Lord, I am hard-headed, and hard-hearted. Clearly I am a fool, and a sinner, otherwise I would know Your will, and I would have already been able to leave. God, my whole being right now is filled with self-hatred. I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for the blood of Christ to cover me.

Show me the smallest favor, God, even though I am full of faults. If I am too stubborn, force my hand. If I am unwilling, bring me anyway to the place where I will be happy. God, I am completely lost, and one thing I don't believe is that You allow that among those who pray to You for guidance and for help.

Will You allow this to continue until my heart is completely apart from You? Clearly I don't understand what You're trying to show me, elsewise I would go and do the thing You want for me. Do You hear my prayers at all? Should I keep praying to You, because it doesn't seem to be working or helping?

You are a God who moves mountains, a God who rose from the dead, and went before Your disciples in plain sight. Why do You ignore me?

I am asking for income, Lord. I know that money is an evil thing, but I am not asking for much, just enough to provide a way out of a bad and unhappy place. Show me the way to income, and force me to accept it. Show me how to prosper. This is not the life You intended for me, and I can feel it in every part of my body. I cry all day. I cry because of all the time lost, the friends lost, and now I feel cold and dead. I'm not even sure I could start over in the city I used to live in, just because of all the people there who no longer care for me.

Jesus, I don't want to stop praying, because the answer I have sought clearly I am too stupid to see. I know I'm stupid. I know I'm a horrible sinner. I know that I am a complete fool, who has wasted his time. God, I am begging You, because You are the only thing I have left, and my soul refuses to let go of You. Get me out of here. Amen in Jesus Christ's name, and in the name of the blood He shed on the cross for me.

 

[The Encourager]

God in Jesus’ name hear and answer this prayer request according to Your will and timing.

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Child of God Let’s Pray...God in Jesus’ name let Your perfect will be done in my life and in the lives of those that I love and care about. Help me to always trust in You and Your perfect timing. Let Your desires for my life become my desires for my life. God may I come to know You better and fall more in love with You. Strengthen me to always live a lifestyle shaped by the Word of God. Help me to always start my day with praise, prayer, and thanksgiving unto You. God bless me, protect me, and cause Your face to shine upon me today, tomorrow, and for always. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for those I love, care about, and the writer of this prayer. And God thank You for loving me. Amen.

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Encourager Linda Flagg, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

 

[papafishin52]

Heavenly Father, We ask for your will to be done in this situation. You are a kind, loving, merciful God. Please let your child feel your presence and to trust you in all things. We ask this in the name of your Holy son, Jesus Christ, and it is because of him we can come to your throne. We Thank you for this....Amen...

 

[drhyne]

Jesus Today

Trust me in times of confusion-when things don't make sense and nothing you do seems to help.  This type of trust delights Me, because I know it is real.  Invite Me to enter into your struggles-to be ever so close to you.  Though other people may not really understand what your're going through, I understand perfectly.  Find comfort in knowing you're not alone in your struggles.  I am with you, watching over you continually.

Long-term trials can drain you of energy and hope, making it hard for you to keep trusting Me.  But I have given you a wonderful Helper, the Holy Spirit, who never runs out of strength.  You can ask for His help, praying: "I trust You, Jesus; help me, Holy Spirit."  Instead of trying to resolve all your problems, simply rest in My Presence.  Trust that there is a way froward, even though you can't yet see it.  I am providing a good way for you, though it is bumpy at times.  When the road is rough, cling all the more tightly to Me.  As your soul clings to Me, My right hand upholds you.

Genesis 28:15

"I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land.  I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you."

John 15:26

"When the Helper comes, whom I shall send to you from the Father, the spirit of truth who proceeds from the Father, He will testify of Me."

 

[praise777]

Precious Lord Jesus, 

 You Are The GREAT I AM. I am going to let you INCREASE and I am going to decrease. I am coming to your Throne OF GRACE at this time this prayer request. I pray this prayer in a prayer of FAITH & HUMBLENESS. IN YOU"R PRECIOUS, MOST POWERFUL, AND THE SWEETEST NAME  I KNOW. IN JESUS NAME. AMEN.

 

[hostadmin]

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[praise777]

Precious Lord Jesus, 
 You Are The GREAT I AM. I am going to let you INCREASE and I am going to decrease. I am coming to your Throne OF GRACE at this time this prayer request. I pray this prayer in a prayer of FAITH & HUMBLENESS. IN YOU"R PRECIOUS, MOST POWERFUL, AND THE SWEETEST NAME  I KNOW. IN JESUS NAME. AMEN.
DON'T GIVE UP !!!!