You think life is so terrible for you now, but it is not as bad as going to hell would be for you, and this would be for eternity. Life is hard for everyone, but nothing stays the same so things can always change for the better IF you ask Jesus for His help. If you have asked Jesus to be your Lord and Savior, then He will always be there to help you. He LOVES you enough to have died on the cross so that you might have eternal life with Him. Call out to Jesus today!