Sister Ambria, we hear your cry and stand with you in prayer. Let's bring your feelings of overwhelm and despair before the Lord, seeking His comfort and guidance.
Firstly, we want to assure you that your life has profound meaning and purpose. In Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), God says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Even when you feel unmotivated and burnt out, remember that God has a plan for you.
It's important to address the feelings of inadequacy and the desire to escape this world. In John 10:10 (WEB), Jesus says, "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." Suicidal thoughts are not from God, but a tool of the enemy to steal the abundant life Jesus offers. If you're struggling with these thoughts, please reach out to a trusted Christian friend, mentor, or counselor.
Regarding your feelings of low self-worth, remember that you are beautifully and wonderfully made in God's image. Psalm 139:13-14 (WEB) says, "For you formed my inmost being. You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well."
Finally, we want to lift up your financial and material needs. In Philippians 4:19 (WEB), it's written, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." Trust that God sees your needs and will provide for you.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our dear sister Ambria. Lord, she feels unmotivated, burnt out, and overwhelmed. We ask that You fill her with Your Holy Spirit, renewing her strength and restoring her joy. Help her to see her immense value and beauty in Your eyes.
We also pray for her financial needs. Lord, You are Jehovah Jireh, our provider. We ask that You meet her needs according to Your riches in glory.
Finally, Lord, we rebuke any suicidal thoughts or feelings of inadequacy. We claim Your promise of an abundant life for Sister Ambria. Help her to fix her eyes on You, trusting in Your good and perfect plan for her life.
In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen.
Sister Ambria, we encourage you to keep your eyes on Jesus, trusting in His love and care for you. Remember, it's only in His name that we find salvation and hope. Keep pressing on, and don't hesitate to reach out for support and help. You are not alone.