Feeling Tired in my Soul

[Refer to my other post earlier below] So last night before I went to bed I got down on my knees and fervently prayed to the Lord, and as the Lord Jesus for salvation. I asked for strength and protection and I commanded the devil and his demons to be cast out in the name of Jesus. I ask the Lord Jesus to remove this fear out of my mind and soul. I put on a video on my phone, called releasing the power and blood of Jesus prayers, and played it all night as I slept. For the first time in many nights I felt more peaceful and unafraid, unafraid to sleep and unafraid of the dark. I woke up this morning feeling hopeful and renewed and I didn't feel like horrible nagging fear and paranoia, I could walk down the dark hall or walk into dark rooms and not feel afraid. But soon not long after, as the day went on, I felt....I don't know how to describe this feeling. Like I feel weary, tired, unhappy in my mind and soul. I feel like all isn't quite well yet. The battle half won. I don't know if it's just mental and physical since I haven't been sleeping or eating properly for the past whole week. But I just feel drained of energy in my mind body and soul, like I can't feel happy right now. I'm praying to the Lord about it but I feel like I shouldn't be feeling this way. I know becoming saved doesn't mean that your life is supposed to become perfect and hunky dory but I just don't know.. Has anyone felt like this before?

 

[natasha2]

I AM SAVED.
I AM A BORN AGAIN CHRISTIAN.
I AM TRANSLATED FROM THE KINGDOM OF DARKNESS INTO THE KINGDOM OF JESUS CHRIST, THE KINGDOM OF LIGHT.
I AM SAVED BY GRACE OF JESUS.
I AM COVERED BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS.
I AM PROTECTED BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS.
ANGELIC FORCES FIGHT FOR ME AND MY FREEDOM AND DELIVERANCE.
I AM FORGIVEN BY GOD.
MY GOD HAS WASHED ME CLEAN FROM ALL SINS.
EVERY GENERATIONAL CURSE IS BROKEN.
EVERY SELF IMPOSED CURSE IS BROKEN.
I BIND ALL EVIL SPIRITS AND POWERS WORKING AGAINST ME AND I PLIE THE BLOOD OF JESUS AGAINST THEM.I FORBIDD YOU TO OPERATE ANY MORE IN MY LIFE ANY MORE. I CAST YOU OUT IN JESUS NAME! LEAVE MY BODY, MIND, SOUL, PRESENCE, MY HOME, MY FAMILY ETC...
I AM FREE FROM ALL EVIL THROUGH THE SACRIFICE OF JESUS CHRIST ON THE CROSS AND I AM WASHED AND DELIVERED BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS.
NO WEAPPON FORMED AGAINST ME WILL PROSPER, THIS IS THE HERITAGE OF THE SERVANTS OF GOD.
I AM THE CHILD OF GOD.
I AM CHRISTS AND HE IS MINE.
I AM HIDDEN IN CHRIST.
THE EVIL ONE CANNOT TOUCH ME.
I PROCLAIM THAT I AM COVERED WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS THAT DEVIL DOESNT EVEN SEES ME.
I AM DELIVERED FROM THE POWERS OF DARKNESS.
I REPENT FOR ALL SINS BEFORE GOD RIGHT NOW (NAME THEM...). JESUS, WASH ME CLEAN FROM THOSE SINS AND ALL UNRIGHTEOUSNESS.
JESUS, I BELIEVE YOU ARE THE SON OF GOD.
JESUS, YOU ARE THE ROCK OF MY SALVATION.
JESUS, YOU ARE THE CORNERSTONE OF THE CHURCH.
JESUS, YOU ARE MY DELIVERER, MY STRONG TOWER, MY BUCKLER AND MY SHIELD.
JESUS, YOU FIGHT FOR ME.
I WILL PRAISE YOU AND YOU WILL DELIVER ME.
YOU ARE THE GOD OF ARMIES, JEHOWA!!
THERE IS NONE LIKE YOU, THERE IS NO POWER OR MAN SO POWERFULL AND MIGHTY LIKE YOU!
THE WHOLE EARTH TREMBLES BEFORE YOU!
YOU ARE THE GOD OF AWE AND PRAISE.
THE PRAISE BELONGS TO YOU.
THE DEVIL TREMBLES BEFORE YOU.
YOU HAVE NOT GIVEN ME THE SPIRIT OF FEAR, BUT THE SPIRIT OF LOVE, POWER AND SELF CONTROL.
I AM STRONG IN THE LORD AND IN THE POWER OF HIS MIGHT.
GREATER IS HE THAT IS IN ME (JESUS), THEN HE WHO IS IN THE WORLD (DEVIL).
I WILL TREMPLE UPON SERPENTS AND SCORPIONS AND OVER ALL THE POWER OF THE ENEMY BECAUSE JESUS HAS GIVEN THAT AUTHORITY AND POWER UNTO ME, AND NOTHING SHALL BY ANY MEANS HURT ME.
I BIND ALL SCARY THOUGHTS AND I COMMAND EVERY EVIL PRESENCE TO LEAVE ME NOW IN JESUS NAME. GO AND COME BACK NO MORE, IN JESUS NAME!!
I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENETH ME.
I AM THE HEAD AND NOT THE TAIL.
THE JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH.
THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH AND SALVATION.
THE LORD IS MY STRONG TOWER, MY PLACE OF REFUGE.
I REMOVE AND CAST OUT EVERY FEAR AND ANXIETY INTO THE SEA.
I PLIE THE BLOOD OF JESUS OVER EVERY TORMENTING DEMON!
EVERY STUBBORN EVIL SPIRIT AND POWER LEAVE NOW IN JESUS NAME! THE BLOOD OF JESUS IS SPEAKING AGAINST YOU.

Please read this also every day in the morning. You will build up your spirit. Read aloud so that your spirit and the whole spiritual world can hear you.
I hope you have first prayed the prayer of salvation, because if you have not, i doubt this confession prayer will work for you.
Also read PSALM 91 regularly over you, it is the psalm of protection. Loud.
Listen to this:

 

[natasha2]

 

[Agargol]

[Refer to my other post earlier below] So last night before I went to bed I got down on my knees and fervently prayed to the Lord, and as the Lord Jesus for salvation. I asked for strength and protection and I commanded the devil and his demons to be cast out in the name of Jesus. I ask the Lord Jesus to remove this fear out of my mind and soul. I put on a video on my phone, called releasing the power and blood of Jesus prayers, and played it all night as I slept. For the first time in many nights I felt more peaceful and unafraid, unafraid to sleep and unafraid of the dark. I woke up this morning feeling hopeful and renewed and I didn't feel like horrible nagging fear and paranoia, I could walk down the dark hall or walk into dark rooms and not feel afraid. But soon not long after, as the day went on, I felt....I don't know how to describe this feeling. Like I feel weary, tired, unhappy in my mind and soul. I feel like all isn't quite well yet. The battle half won. I don't know if it's just mental and physical since I haven't been sleeping or eating properly for the past whole week. But I just feel drained of energy in my mind body and soul, like I can't feel happy right now. I'm praying to the Lord about it but I feel like I shouldn't be feeling this way. I know becoming saved doesn't mean that your life is supposed to become perfect and hunky dory but I just don't know.. Has anyone felt like this before?

I can relate to this you are not alone. Sometimez the more we pray the more the more evil will try to rear its ugly head! The Lord will not be overshadowed and God light will not be outshined! I pray you find the God paradise in your mind! God bless you and yours!

 

[indigoflower]

Great Indigoflower, i am proud of you!!! I bet the Lord is proud of you to.
Just continue.
Yes, the devil is fighting to stop you to enter fully into the kingdom of God.
When i was at the begining of the road with Jesus, i had so much anxiety, that i had diahrrea and showers of anxiety, so that i couldnt go anywhere without my mother. Imagine that, i was 30!!
I remember getting rid of that by regularly attending the church. But it was a good church with the power of God.
Everytime i got into the church i had diggestive problems and anxieties, and when i got out, i was like 50 kg lighter. I tell you, i experienced some kind of deliverance. Where the spirit of the Lord is there is freedom. Freedom is also in listening to praise and worship. I listen today 3 awsome praise songs and i feel so much better and more positive today.
Try this:
Listen to this every day,, its anointed. THere is the presence of the Lord there. Demons will flee, i guarantee if you abide long enough in this praise. Usually it gets 15-60 minutes for me to feel free in praise. I recommand 60 minutes, even if it means listening again and again one songe that inspires you.

Wow how horrible that must have been. I haven't been eating properly ever since this, my mom thinks I'm sick, I feel too anxious to eat. But I'm praying hard every day. And thank you again so much for your words and those videos.

 

[TJS]

[Refer to my other post earlier below] So last night before I went to bed I got down on my knees and fervently prayed to the Lord, and as the Lord Jesus for salvation. I asked for strength and protection and I commanded the devil and his demons to be cast out in the name of Jesus. I ask the Lord Jesus to remove this fear out of my mind and soul. I put on a video on my phone, called releasing the power and blood of Jesus prayers, and played it all night as I slept. For the first time in many nights I felt more peaceful and unafraid, unafraid to sleep and unafraid of the dark. I woke up this morning feeling hopeful and renewed and I didn't feel like horrible nagging fear and paranoia, I could walk down the dark hall or walk into dark rooms and not feel afraid. But soon not long after, as the day went on, I felt....I don't know how to describe this feeling. Like I feel weary, tired, unhappy in my mind and soul. I feel like all isn't quite well yet. The battle half won. I don't know if it's just mental and physical since I haven't been sleeping or eating properly for the past whole week. But I just feel drained of energy in my mind body and soul, like I can't feel happy right now. I'm praying to the Lord about it but I feel like I shouldn't be feeling this way. I know becoming saved doesn't mean that your life is supposed to become perfect and hunky dory but I just don't know.. Has anyone felt like this before?

FATHER GOD, PLEASE HELP US DRAW CLOSER TO YOU AND PLEASE GOD GET CLOSER TO US. WE NEED YOU IN OUR LIVES AND OUR HEARTS. IN JESUS NAME, HEAR US CRY OUT TO YOU, AMEN

 

[natasha2]

Wow how horrible that must have been. I haven't been eating properly ever since this, my mom thinks I'm sick, I feel too anxious to eat. But I'm praying hard every day. And thank you again so much for your words and those videos.

You are welcome Indigoflower. I know that feeling. I could not eat also properly, i was thin at that time and one brother told me that something dark was upon me. Do you have some good church to attend? I usualy get much much better after praise and worship in the church, if its anointed.

 

[indigoflower]

You are welcome Indigoflower. I know that feeling. I could not eat also properly, i was thin at that time and one brother told me that something dark was upon me. Do you have some good church to attend? I usualy get much much better after praise and worship in the church, if its anointed.

Unfortunately no, though I really long to start going to church now. My dad has always wanted our family to attend but I guess life got in the way and we allowed work and school to be an excuse for being busy and at the time I was clouded by darkness and didn't want to go, I scorned the idea of going to church because I thought it was a waste of time. Now I want to start. But I don't even know where to start, how to find a good church, since I've heard how many churches these days are headed by false leaders who aren't actually preaching the Word the way they should.