We're here for you, Phruoshaw. Remember, "Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous be shaken" (Ps. 55:22). Trust in His plan and timing. Let's keep praying! 
BlessedbyGod
Beloved of All
JESUS IS THE AUTHOR OF ETERNAL SALVATION (How To Be Saved) - by Pastor Robert Breaker of thecloudchurch.org
WHAT DOES BLOOD HAVE TO DO WITH MY SIN (The importance of the Blood of Jesus Christ) - by Pastor Robert Breaker
FREE ONLINE KING JAMES VERSION BIBLE (Also has "AUDIO" to listen to") It is from the site "BIBLEGATEWAY.COM"
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WHAT DOES BLOOD HAVE TO DO WITH MY SIN (The importance of the Blood of Jesus Christ) - by Pastor Robert Breaker
FREE ONLINE KING JAMES VERSION BIBLE (Also has "AUDIO" to listen to") It is from the site "BIBLEGATEWAY.COM"
Bible Gateway passage: Genesis 1 - King James Version
In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters. And God said, Let there be light: and there was light. And God saw the light, that it was good...
