Father today I am before you. I ...

[Brother James]

Following Jesus is the hardest thing in the world. Take up your cross he says. And I follow him. But what a wonderfull savior we have that he helps us to carry that cross. There is nothing in life whitout him.

But make no mistake following Jesus truly makes the world our enemy. For he was not from the world. Neither are we who follow him. But therefore I deligth the hardships. And as he was hated then why not us who follow him. And in my weakness his glory grows greater. How I am thinking of myself. If I was thinking of myself I would walk away from Christ and go the worlds way. Infact I would take my life I knew not the Christ. There is no merit I can hold. Even my faith is a gift and grace of God.

2. Corinthians 12: 1-10.
12 I must go on boasting. Although there is nothing to be gained, I will go on to visions and revelations from the Lord. 2 I know a man in Christ who fourteen years ago was caught up to the third heaven. Whether it was in the body or out of the body I do not know—God knows.3 And I know that this man—whether in the body or apart from the body I do not know, but God knows— 4 was caught up to paradise and heard inexpressible things, things that no one is permitted to tell. 5 I will boast about a man like that, but I will not boast about myself, except about my weaknesses. 6 Even if I should choose to boast, I would not be a fool, because I would be speaking the truth. But I refrain, so no one will think more of me than is warranted by what I do or say, 7 or because of these surpassingly great revelations. Therefore, in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me.8 Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. 9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Therefore, in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me.

Very True is the Word of Jesus! Did I actually boast of my self? Did I say I had power in myself? No, I don't believe I did that unless you would care to point it out just in case I might have? It took a great while for God to work in me to bring me to today and yet it wasn't that long at all in the eyes of Christ, nor mine as today is here! Is your life your's or is it Christ's to do with as He is pleased? If it is Christ's life why not claim His Promises over yourself? When are you going to be the righteousness of God in Christ and claim it?

If I share something that I did in and by Christ, who gets that Glory? Is it not Christ who gets our Glory and our Praises for doing through us? If I help someone or bring someone to salvation, didn't Christ actually do that through me? Doesn't Jesus deserve our praises and thanks for the things He does through us?

Didn't Jesus say that He gives me favor in the eyes of my enemies? If I have that favor then is it my favor, yet what is in that to brag about other than something Christ does for me, through me and in me as His and yet a part of Him? Can God put the fear of Himself that is in me in someone else? Yet who is that fear really towards? Is it not the fear of God that lives in me?

So I brag of the Almighty God, The Lord Jesus Christ that lives in me, isn't that instructed to us to brag of Christ? if God is for me can you be against me?

If we only knew that we could have walked on the water and parted the waters with the faith the size of a mustard seed yet we didn't use it! Lord Jesus bless me to walk in Your Power, to walk in Your Strength and do the things Jesus did and does in and through Christ! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus! Glory to You Lord Jesus!

By the way, I hope you don't think that I was putting you down for that was not my intention.

 

[Namelesservant]

I never said that you boasted. By placing the scripture there I intented to imply I could myself boast on few things. Mainly what God has placed on my heart. But my intent was left unclear. But as it is there is much weakness so I may stay humble. But also to be fully debended on the work of Christ.

Reason for my anguish is this present stage of darkness I go trough. Being in war whit my old self and waiting on God. Desperate to know him more. I am righeous before God today at the moment because of Christ. And only because of his work I can even come and pray to the Father. This season is there to grow me and reasons for this present darkness are not fully known to me but God knows all the purposes. One day I will thank God for my present struglle.

And glory to God indeed in all things. No I don't take that you try to put me down.

 

[Brother James]

I never said that you boasted. By placing the scripture there I intented to imply I could myself boast on few things. Mainly what God has placed on my heart. But my intent was left unclear. But as it is there is much weakness so I may stay humble. But also to be fully debended on the work of Christ.

Reason for my anguish is this present stage of darkness I go trough. Being in war whit my old self and waiting on God. Desperate to know him more. I am righeous before God today at the moment because of Christ. And only because of his work I can even come and pray to the Father. This season is there to grow me and reasons for this present darkness are not fully known to me but God knows all the purposes. One day I will thank God for my present struglle.

And glory to God indeed in all things. No I don't take that you try to put me down.

You will overcome your flesh when Jesus truly wants you to! For me it was a day that I'd had all I could take and I opened up the Word and only read take no thought for your life at a moment I was ready to end my life was the day that scripture made sense. If others only knew the pains that are there that can even be worse. I end my life every day by not allowing myself to give myself one thought. Who am I is in God's terms now for only give thought towards myself in God's terms now. What does God think about me is pretty awesome for Jesus thinks of me with the greatest of Love for He laid down His life for me and the gifts and attributes He gives me are oh so incredible beyond our wildest imaginations! Thank You, Praise You Lord Jesus! Glory to You Lord Jesus!

If we learn to do what Christ instructs us there is no limit to the gifts and blessings that Jesus has for us! How hard is it if Christ says that we don't even have to think about our selves? Am I burdened if I don't realize it because I didn’t give it a thought? I am healed by the stripes of my Lord Jesus Christ! I meditate on what Jesus says not on what I think because my thinking is wrong that way

 

[YeshuahComes]

Father today I am before you. I am at my lowest. Nothing in me to contain. Nothing in me. I am only a sinner deserving death. And trough you son Jesus I am saved from your wrath. Today I am before you. Watching my own depravity. Did I not know you? Did I not want to follow your decrees? Why do I keep failing you? And why do you keep loving me? So many questions. So and Jesus he is answer to them all. If you still want to use me Father God. Here I am totally broken, given up. Woe to me I am depraved man of unholy lips. So here I am you still want to keep your calling and do according what you have spoken to me? Let it be then and brake me down so I may know nothing but you and you alone God. Let me honor you in all even in my smallest thougth. Here I am God. Brake me so that myself and my own vanity is gone and the image of your son is the only thing left in me. Brake me down and purify me. Let me know you and walk whit you. In Jesus name and blood, amen.

And as you ask I agree that it may be done unto you as it has been done unto me. I stand here Father, in agreement, in much the same way I once begged you to break me and remake me. Amen

 

[Solo123]

Father today I am before you. I am at my lowest. Nothing in me to contain. Nothing in me. I am only a sinner deserving death. And trough you son Jesus I am saved from your wrath. Today I am before you. Watching my own depravity. Did I not know you? Did I not want to follow your decrees? Why do I keep failing you? And why do you keep loving me? So many questions. So and Jesus he is answer to them all. If you still want to use me Father God. Here I am totally broken, given up. Woe to me I am depraved man of unholy lips. So here I am you still want to keep your calling and do according what you have spoken to me? Let it be then and brake me down so I may know nothing but you and you alone God. Let me honor you in all even in my smallest thougth. Here I am God. Brake me so that myself and my own vanity is gone and the image of your son is the only thing left in me. Brake me down and purify me. Let me know you and walk whit you. In Jesus name and blood, amen.

We don't have to be perfect to come to God,we can be a broken mess but he wanted to clean us up and I pray that he will cleanse, heal and bless you in Jesus mighty Name Amen

 

[Rapiras]

I prayed for this in Jesus mighty name.Amen

 

[Thomas Carmona]

We surrender all

 

[Kadaenreck]

REad bible especially Psalms and meditate. God will guide you. Lord, help her to read and understand you more and more amen

 

[Kadaenreck]

Read psalms and meditate . Lord, help to meditate and make her to know you more and more Amen

 

[wp30327]

Father today I am before you. I am at my lowest. Nothing in me to contain. Nothing in me. I am only a sinner deserving death. And trough you son Jesus I am saved from your wrath. Today I am before you. Watching my own depravity. Did I not know you? Did I not want to follow your decrees? Why do I keep failing you? And why do you keep loving me? So many questions. So and Jesus he is answer to them all. If you still want to use me Father God. Here I am totally broken, given up. Woe to me I am depraved man of unholy lips. So here I am you still want to keep your calling and do according what you have spoken to me? Let it be then and brake me down so I may know nothing but you and you alone God. Let me honor you in all even in my smallest thougth. Here I am God. Brake me so that myself and my own vanity is gone and the image of your son is the only thing left in me. Brake me down and purify me. Let me know you and walk whit you. In Jesus name and blood, amen.