Anonymous
Beloved of All
Father. I have like 200 bucks to my name which I need to use for bills I have no choice in paying. No one has called me back about a job yet. Even if I get a job I wont be able to get money in time to help provide for me and my family. I believed in Jesus name and I prayed in Jesus name that I would get a job by now and spoke it into exists that I would get a job by today better yet even the part time Job I would need to make it financial. Here I sit once again on a Friday and it has not occurred. Even with the a small victory it seemed like god gave me so I would be able to make it. But it is Friday father and I wont be able to survive. I have nothing else left father. I am broken and defeated. I let go and I gave it to you God. In your timing and in your will father. Here I sit father. Not even a miracle can save me at this point. I banked on my faith but my faith is not going to get me to the next point and the banks and bills collectors don't care about faith and your timing father. I am sorry father and I sorry to my family and my two son's. I am sorry to those who have prayed for me on here as well. I will lose everything I have that God has ever given to me next week. I tried my best and I prayed the best way I knew how.