Nikola Blazic
Humble Prayer Partner
I completely understand you Barlador, I have very hard year, lot of bad spirits, I have so much blasphemous thoughts, being unstable in my thinking.
I have lost hope numerous times, and have disrespected holy father, and have cried so much, and at times couldn't even cry because my thoughts were evil. I thought I could die any moment and go to hell, and I have heart issue and some parasites in my head, so my days are numbered.
But every day I pray hard, and things are getting better, and I hope Jesus will provide my visions and good dreams to comfort me.
It is good that you are coming to God, may he cleanse you from all demons, unrighteousness and carnal mind. May he give you mind of Christ, that you overcome evil thinking.
I pray to our heavenly father, for holy spirit to be strong in you, and to convict you of all your sins, because feeling being convicted is good thing, that means that God have not left you, and those feelings if you
don't neglect will bring you to perfection which you must strive to become. Sing to our heavenly father, sing your prayers every day and don't give up. Shake off every evil thought from your mind and crave honorable and pure mind.
Many hopeless days when evil thoughts and evil thinking entered into me, I felt so hopeless like God has left me or like it would be impossible for me to overcome those spirits. It felt as if every day I fought not to deny Jesus accidently and not to curse him, but frequently I would curse him and I have denied him couple of time, and in my mind I have been having much evil thoughts against him, and something always would drive me into attacking him and disrespecting him. I see that devil is strong in me, waiting to every opportunity to take my hope away. I even hear voice in me telling me I have blasphemed holy ghost or that I cannot be forgiven, but against all odds I am fighting and seeking hope, as there is no purpose for me if I would give up. My doubleminded heart must cease to be doubleminded very soon and be united with Jesus. Because I always doubt my thoughts and by doubting they always become those which I feared to have, so Jesus said don't fear, because fear leads us to sin. It is mystery but there is wrong and right kind of fear that I learned. When I had wrong kind of fear of God I would always get into sinful thoughts, and right kind would protect me from such sins.
So heavenly father, please allow us to after very hopeless fight find hope and forgiveness of our sins and build our faith to be strong unshakeable and impenetrable so we would die for Jesus and his gospel of truth, and our thoughts be cleansed by your word and holy spirit. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.
I have lost hope numerous times, and have disrespected holy father, and have cried so much, and at times couldn't even cry because my thoughts were evil. I thought I could die any moment and go to hell, and I have heart issue and some parasites in my head, so my days are numbered.
But every day I pray hard, and things are getting better, and I hope Jesus will provide my visions and good dreams to comfort me.
It is good that you are coming to God, may he cleanse you from all demons, unrighteousness and carnal mind. May he give you mind of Christ, that you overcome evil thinking.
I pray to our heavenly father, for holy spirit to be strong in you, and to convict you of all your sins, because feeling being convicted is good thing, that means that God have not left you, and those feelings if you
don't neglect will bring you to perfection which you must strive to become. Sing to our heavenly father, sing your prayers every day and don't give up. Shake off every evil thought from your mind and crave honorable and pure mind.
Many hopeless days when evil thoughts and evil thinking entered into me, I felt so hopeless like God has left me or like it would be impossible for me to overcome those spirits. It felt as if every day I fought not to deny Jesus accidently and not to curse him, but frequently I would curse him and I have denied him couple of time, and in my mind I have been having much evil thoughts against him, and something always would drive me into attacking him and disrespecting him. I see that devil is strong in me, waiting to every opportunity to take my hope away. I even hear voice in me telling me I have blasphemed holy ghost or that I cannot be forgiven, but against all odds I am fighting and seeking hope, as there is no purpose for me if I would give up. My doubleminded heart must cease to be doubleminded very soon and be united with Jesus. Because I always doubt my thoughts and by doubting they always become those which I feared to have, so Jesus said don't fear, because fear leads us to sin. It is mystery but there is wrong and right kind of fear that I learned. When I had wrong kind of fear of God I would always get into sinful thoughts, and right kind would protect me from such sins.
So heavenly father, please allow us to after very hopeless fight find hope and forgiveness of our sins and build our faith to be strong unshakeable and impenetrable so we would die for Jesus and his gospel of truth, and our thoughts be cleansed by your word and holy spirit. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.
