ZhangRui
Disciple of Prayer
Sis please be strong, Your body is also the sanctuary of GOD. He lives in us. Normally he won't tear his room apart. If he did so like holy temple in Jerusalem. There must be a reason or a future plan for that. But sis i don't know what's GOD plan for you. You should be strong and have faith until you know the reason. Just like David though he had pain in his body but that didn't destroy his mind and his spirit. Maybe sometime good shape vessel can't work all the time as consider of big view. Vessel will break one day. Don't forget you are not alone. We can't stand alone in this world. We should be connected.I want to give up believing in God, I do not understand why I almost died in Taiwan but I heard holy spirit told me in last Nov that I should come to Taiwan, I think sth wrong with my belief with God which almost put me to death now, now my knee and pelvis are injured and I cannot get a safe place to live and I do not know how to return home as I need disabled assistance and I do not have a place to live now back hometown. I am thinking of giving up to believe in God.
GOD bless you please get healthy fast.