Dekygma
Prayer Partner
I just wanted to say the person I first met was kind, sweet, caring, and happy. I came into their life, and I never imagined that person could turn on you like a dime. I wasn't prepared for that. He didn't have to lie to me; it was a nightmare. He chose a prostitute and is content with that. I'd rather have genuine love and a real relationship than watch someone you care about disintegrate and watch them be bonged out of their mind, and that's what holds you together. Just being thankful, I would rather be healthy and in something that just because you need to stay with whatever out of loneliness. I'm single and don't need to resort to that. Everyone deserves love, genuine caring, and to be together out of convenience. I don't think so. The devil will pay back seven times seventy for what we lost. It's God's gain. Selling your soul; the enemy is coming to steal, kill, and destroy. A pitiful life, addict lives. Not trying to hurt anyone by what I said. I'm not really missing out; it must be exhausting spending your life chasing emptiness. The ending probably won't end well. It's hard when good turns to evil. I didn't expect any of that to come. I pray no one goes through what I did. What's hardest is not acknowledging the pain you put others through. I couldn't do that to anyone. I wish the ending were different. I forgave him. God just brought to me Corrie ten Boom when she was in a concentration camp. When she was free, she went to a meeting, and one of the guards who was in that camp became a Christian in her power, she couldn't forgive; with God, she could forgive. I pray one day these people realize what they lost. All that they go through, they didn't gain one thing. God sees our character; that's more attractive to me than anything. You all be blessed; you are a blessing to me.