Dekygma
Prayer Partner
I just wanted say the person I first met kind sweet caring happy I came into their life I never imagined that person could turn on you like a dime i wasnt prepared for that he didnt have lie to me was nightmare he chose prostitute and hes content with that id rather have genuine love a real relationship not have watch someone you care about disintegrate and watch them be bonged out of their mind and thats what holds you together just being thankful I would rather have heathy be in something that just because you need stay with whatever out lonliness I'm single and don't need resort to that everyone deserves love genuine caring your together out of convenience I don't think so devil you will pay back seventimes seventy for what we lost is gods gain selling your soul enemy hes comming to steal kill destroy pitiful life addict lives not trying hurt any one by what said im not really missing out must be exhausting spending your life chasing emptiness the ending probably wont end well hard when good turns to evil i didnt expect any of that to come i pray no one goes through what I did whats hardestnot acknowlidging pain you put others through I couldn't do that to any one i wish the ending were different i forgave him god just brought to me Corrie ten boom when she was in concentration camp when she was free she went to a meeting one of guards who was in that camp became a christian in her power she couldnt forgive with god she could forgive i pray one day these people realize what they lost all that they go through they didn't gain one thing god sees our character that's more attractive to me than anything you all be blessed you are blessing to me