Dear Lord,
I'm disappointed that there are 2 new nodules in the esophagus that are almost certainly malignant. The esophagitis + ulceration are back, too. Things looked pretty good for a few months, but no longer. A lot of it has to do with me being chronically immunosuppressed d/t the kidney transplant, which is failing.
I pray that if the kidney does fail (16% function), it will not do so until spring. I really don't want to deal with dialysis in the winter. I also pray that you will use these health problems to wake A + M up to their own mortality + the importance of seeking you while you may be found. Time is rapidly running out.
TY for the many blessings along the way.
In your holy name, amen.