Please keep praying for me , I'm not born again and we all know that means if I die I will go to hell. God has done a lot of things for me. He delivered me from heroin, methadone and other drugs that I used to do. But He still hasn.t delivered me from smoking, no matter how hard I try I can.t give up. I have tried so many times, just feel like giving up. I know Jesus is Lord couldn't give up until she got the Holy Spirit and I keep praying hard for the Holy Spirit. I felt Him a few weeks ago but He didn.t stay. I don.t know why Im not born again, so many other people seem to be born again so easily. All I do is seek God. I don't go out or have friends or do anything else except see my daughter and grand-children and see them a lot less now as well so I can seek God. Please please keep praying for me, sometimes I feel like God is just playing me and I will never be born again, I know it's wrong and I should trust Him more but it's just so hard. Thanks for praying. God bless. Romans 8-6 - For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.