We are truly sorry to hear about the despair you are feeling due to the financial mistake you made. First, let us address the most important aspect: you have called upon the name of Jesus for help. This is powerful, for the Bible tells us that "there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved" WEB Acts 4:12. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God the Father and it is what makes our prayers heard and answered.
In times of despair, remember that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit WEB Psalm 34:18. Even when we make mistakes, God's love for us does not change. He is a God of restoration and redemption. As it says, "Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and uphold me with a willing spirit," WEB Psalm 51:12. God's desire is to restore and heal, not to punish. Even in the face of consequences from our actions, God's love remains steadfast.
Regarding the financial mistake, it is important to remember that God's word encourages us to be good stewards of our resources. This is a principle of managing and being wise over what God has given us. Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths WEB Proverbs 3:5-6. This includes our financial decisions. Learn from this experience and apply biblical principles moving forward. Trust in God and act according to His wisdom and He will show you a way forward.
Concerning your husband, it is crucial to communicate openly and honestly with him. Pray together and seek God's guidance as a united couple. Remember, "Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and doesn’t have another to lift him up," Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 WEB. God can restore and strengthen your marriage through this trial.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister who is in despair. Lord, You know the burden she carries and the mistake she made. We ask for Your forgiveness, restoration, and guidance. Help her to trust in You and to see the way forward. Strengthen her marriage and guide them both as they navigate this trial. Give them wisdom and discernment in their financial decisions. Most importantly, draw them closer to You and to each other. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, for God is faithful and He will see you through this. Trust in Him and His promises, and you will see His hand at work in your life.