Depression and smoking

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[His Servant]

Please pray for me still often experiencing depression. Although I often tell myself the worst day seeking Yahshua's face is better than the best day in the world when I had all the heroin and crack I wanted sometimes I forget. I don't want to go back to the days of just laying in bed trying to sleep all the time so I would not have to remember that Jesus was probably going to send me to hell. I know that is not true that He will not turn away anyone who comes to Him but I still often feel so lost and let the demonic voices of schitzo-affective disorder overtake me. He has done so many good things for me and I just looked at last weeks prayers which I apologise for when I was accusing Jesus of hating me and of just giving me a touch of His grace and favour only to snatch it away from me once I realised it was all I needed and wanted. I know now this is not true, Im the one playing games still smoking tobacco and distancing myself from Him. The Holy Spirit I believe revealed to me a couple of weeks ago why I am so addicted to tobacco and it is because of witchcraft and blasphemy. The blasphemy was making a evil thing like tobacco holy because I believe some of the native Americans are lost tribes of Israel and thought that was why they smoked the peace pipe but now I know they smoked tobacco because they lost their original faith and Jewish heritage. I also read a book the art of dreaming in which a man went in the ways of native sorceerers who have allegiences with plants and animals and his familiar spirit was the tobacco plant. It was while I was schitzophrenia and I had a delusion of granduer that I was the one they were talking about in the book and that it was a way of Jesus. Now I know that was all pride and deception and I only read the Bible and other Hebrew and Christian books occassionally and am a lot better. Please pray Jesus delivers me completely as soon as possible, hopefully during this time of Lent repentance. Thanks for praying, God bless.

Prayed. The answer is on the way. I encourage you to follow the Word Of God in totality in order for Him to bless you and grant your desires. The Bible lays down in John 15:7 If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, you will ask what you desire, and it shall be done for you.