Bukisonan
Humble Servant of All
Decisions. I need help with making decisions. I have trouble trusting others or even myself. I want to know what path to take once my lease is up at my apartment or even a little before. I live alone, but so many people have me by the strings. I know some places I would like to go. Sometimes I feel like God has called me to a particular area that’s not close to blood related family. I want my family to be saved, healthy, safe, and sanctified, and for them to have personal relationships with the Lord. I want to feel okay to move wherever God would have me. I need so much prayer, because I am swimming in a heavy current it feels like. I am trying to figure out my life. I keep making mistakes by upsetting people. I want to know if the guy I had been talking to in recent months is the one or not, or whether or not he really likes me in addition to wanting citizenship. Sometimes it feels like he really likes me too, but other times I’m not so sure. He lives here on visa, but he needs a green card to stay long term and be able to go back and forth between his home country for visits. I see marriage potential with us still, but I want to know I have his heart as well. He is a Christian by belief at least, just wish I could know. Please pray he develops a strong relationship with the Lord, and that our relationship will either blossom into something real and significant, or just give me peace about whatever happens. Pray we both grow in the Lord, and pray for our protection too.
Years ago it wasn’t so complicated. That other guy I dated years ago was just a different religion than me, and I let him go months after he left my country. I’m not sure if he would have kept in touch and moved back here if I didn’t let him go. It hurt so bad, because I really wanted to be with him. Please pray for his salvation wherever he is, and if we should ever reconnect.
I’m wanting to know where to move and how to proceed with the current guy I am talking to. Please pray that he will be honest with me about what his intentions are with me. If he really wants a real covenant marriage with me with love and companionship, (not just for the green card and benefits that come with that) a marriage may be possible. My heart needs protection. I need direction, and so does he. Please pray. Thank you.
Years ago it wasn’t so complicated. That other guy I dated years ago was just a different religion than me, and I let him go months after he left my country. I’m not sure if he would have kept in touch and moved back here if I didn’t let him go. It hurt so bad, because I really wanted to be with him. Please pray for his salvation wherever he is, and if we should ever reconnect.
I’m wanting to know where to move and how to proceed with the current guy I am talking to. Please pray that he will be honest with me about what his intentions are with me. If he really wants a real covenant marriage with me with love and companionship, (not just for the green card and benefits that come with that) a marriage may be possible. My heart needs protection. I need direction, and so does he. Please pray. Thank you.