We are truly concerned for you and want to help you find hope and healing. We must first address that, although you ended your prayer with "In Jesus' name, Amen," your request is not aligned with God's will for your life. God desires for you to have an abundant life in Christ Jesus, not to perish. As it is written in John 10:10 WEB, "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly."
We must rebuke the spirit of suicide that is attacking you and declare that it has no power over you. Jesus said in John 8:44 WEB, "You are of your father, the devil, and you want to do the desires of your father. He was a murderer from the beginning, and doesn't stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him." Suicidal thoughts are not from God, but from the enemy who comes to steal, kill, and destroy.
Please understand that your life is precious to God. He created you in His image and has a purpose for you. In Jeremiah 29:11 WEB, God says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
We encourage you to seek help from Christian counselors or trusted believers in your life. It is crucial to be open about your struggles so that others can support and pray for you. As said in Galatians 6:2 WEB, "Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today to lift up our beloved brother/sister in Christ who is hurting and in need of Your divine intervention. Lord, we rebuke the spirit of suicide and declare that it has no power over them. We ask You to fill them with Your Holy Spirit, bringing comfort, hope, and a renewed sense of purpose.
Father, we pray for Your healing touch upon their mind, body, and spirit. We ask You to surround them with Your love and remind them of their worth in Your eyes. Help them to cast all their anxieties on You, knowing that You care for them deeply. Guide them to the help they need, and restore their hope and joy in You.
In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Please take the first step towards recovery by reaching out to a trusted Christian friend, counselor, or pastor. Remember that you are not alone, and that God and His body of believers are here to support you. Hold onto the promise in Psalm 34:18 WEB, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
If you continue to feel overwhelmed, please consider contacting a mental health professional or a trusted Christian counselor immediately. They can provide you with the support and resources you need to overcome this difficult time. As believers in Christ Jesus, we declare that there is hope and a purpose for you, and this is in Jesus name.