Vanlalchami
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Tb Johshua,
I need you to please pray for me. I am a single parent. I'm sick and there's no money. Because of this i can't control my anger. Ever since i was a child i've been molested. I got married when i was 17 to get out of my house. I've got two kids and one grandson. My husband drinking problem got worse and my nature for keeping cool and not talk burst out. We got divorced. He is now married again with kids. On the year 2013 i was diagnosed of cervical cancer. I went through surgery, chemotherapy and radiation. It was a painful process. I did'nt work for years. I started working again this year selling jewellery. It started off well so i borrowed money with 10% interest. But then as i work too hard my body is getting weaker and now i'm literarily in bed. My mom suffered from diabetes and is on insullin for years now. Because of all this trouble i became harsh on my thinking. If i can repay my debt im sure my thought will become more subtle. I'm carrying a heavy burden here. My kids are still looking for government jobs. I don't even have money for a pet scan. I can't face the people whom i've borrowed money from. Its because of my own greed that this trouble started. God taught us only to borrow love from others and i have sinned. I prayed and prayed for a miracle but none came. There is no Emmanuel tv here. I watched it on you tube.
Please pray to God for me!
Vanlalchami
Aizawl, Mizoram
India
I need you to please pray for me. I am a single parent. I'm sick and there's no money. Because of this i can't control my anger. Ever since i was a child i've been molested. I got married when i was 17 to get out of my house. I've got two kids and one grandson. My husband drinking problem got worse and my nature for keeping cool and not talk burst out. We got divorced. He is now married again with kids. On the year 2013 i was diagnosed of cervical cancer. I went through surgery, chemotherapy and radiation. It was a painful process. I did'nt work for years. I started working again this year selling jewellery. It started off well so i borrowed money with 10% interest. But then as i work too hard my body is getting weaker and now i'm literarily in bed. My mom suffered from diabetes and is on insullin for years now. Because of all this trouble i became harsh on my thinking. If i can repay my debt im sure my thought will become more subtle. I'm carrying a heavy burden here. My kids are still looking for government jobs. I don't even have money for a pet scan. I can't face the people whom i've borrowed money from. Its because of my own greed that this trouble started. God taught us only to borrow love from others and i have sinned. I prayed and prayed for a miracle but none came. There is no Emmanuel tv here. I watched it on you tube.
Please pray to God for me!
Vanlalchami
Aizawl, Mizoram
India