Jayaenae
Servant
I just want to say that I want to thank you guys. I'm sorry if I'm being a pest with so many prayer requests. I don't have any prayer partners here to really pray with, and I'm in full-time ministry. I feel so alone ever since my husband left. My heart is broken even though he's done so many cruel things to me and my daughter, who is 40 years old, is very moody and has mood swings. She makes it known that she doesn't like living with me; she wants her space. I threw her surprise birthday party last week with some of her friends, and this Saturday is her real birthday. I wanted to spend some time with her to go somewhere, and she tells me she has plans but doesn't say what. It's just—I know it's wrong with me, but I feel very rejected and very alone right now! I pour myself out for so many, and I'm just starting to get very emotional. My 60th birthday is in September, and I'm very sad. I'm trying to put on the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness! I'm praying for God to send me some sincere spirit-filled people in my life here. I'm from New York and I'm living in Florida now. I've been down here for a decade; all my established relationships are up there, and down here has been just pure ministry. I'm a little weary and tired and need some refreshing and a deep touch from the Lord! Praying for the Lord to soften my daughter ###'s heart towards me. I know she goes through her own struggles, and she's always coming to me when she's struggling, but then she backs off, and I can't say anything! It's very hard. I would want us to be best friends! I just got so much going on in my mind and my heart and soul. I need just a touch from the Lord in Jesus' mighty name.