Jayaenae
Servant
I just want to say that I want to thank you guys I'm sorry if I'm being a pest with so many prayer requests I don't have any prayer partners here to really pray with and I'm in full-time ministry and I feel so alone ever since my husband left my heart is broken even though he's done so many cruel things to me and my daughter being 40 years old is very moody and get smooth swings and makes it known that she doesn't like living with me she wants her space I threw her surprise birthday party last week with some of her friends and this Saturday is her real birthday and I wanted to spend some time with her to go somewhere and she tells me she has plans but she doesn't say what and it's just I know it's wrong with me but I feel very rejected and very alone right now! I pour myself out for so many and I'm just starting to get very emotional my 60th birthday is in September and I'm very sad and I'm trying to put on the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness! I'm praying for God to send me some sincere spirit-filled people in my life here I'm from New York and I'm living in Florida now I've been down here for a decade all my established relationships are up there and down here has been just pure ministry and I'm a little weary and tired and need some refreshing and a deep touch from the Lord! Praying for the Lord to soften my daughter sabina's heart towards me I know she goes through her own struggles and she's always coming to me when she's struggling but then she backs off and I can't say anything! It's very hard I would want us to be best friends! I just got so much going on in my mind and my heart and soul I need just a touch from the Lord in Jesus mighty name