Confusing Feeling of Feeling Like I was Meant for Something More... As I've stated in my older prayer requests, I'm a 2nd shift janitor for a school. In my short life story prayer thread, I try to explain the steps my life took that got me to where I am at today. But something inside of me always feels like I was meant for something more than this. It is a very confusing feeling because my number one limitation is my learning disability. My second limitation is my high blood pressure. My Third limitation is my IBS problems. Early 2025 my doctor has me scheduled for colonoscopy to check on somethings, and also to maybe figure out why I've had diarrhea for the past three years. By the way I have always had IBS my whole life, and for that reason alone I never liked to travel, cause I couldn't trust my stomach to behave. Other than that, I would love to travel around and see new places. My learning disability is another reason why I am scared to travel. It has always been a hard thing for me overcome. When I was in school, I got through it with brute force. Just forcing myself really hard to do what I needed to do. It was a very stressful time. Now days I try to keep my stress levels under control. I don't want to go through another breakdown like I did in 2000 something. I've always been worried that God called me to do something with ministry, and that my reaction was "I have a learning disability, and so many other problems, I can't possibly be hearing this right" and then just moved onto the next thing. You see people who have OCD or even a Learning Disability will often have a voice in their telling them stuff that isn't all that good. It is your own intrusive thoughts, and they get mixed with everything else your thinking and feeling. I got diagnosed with OCD too. It is understandable why I have OCD. When you have a learning disability, it makes most things in life a little harder. You look for ways compensate for it. If you tend to over look things, then you will get into a habit of double checking things. And if your tired enough, you might get into a loop of double, and triple, and so on, just to calm your emotions. That is what happens to me at night at work. I guess, what I'm asking for is prayer. I'm asking that you would pray that God would give me a clear direction on my life. Maybe lead me in the right way to deal with the issues I listed above. Above all I want to feel the peace of Jesus in my life. So much that no matter what happens, good or bad, I know He's with Him through it all. I want to know that whatever I do, that I'm in His will for doing it.
Praying for you in Jesus. How much of the Bible have you read? I would love to tell you I have the same problems as you do but instead I will share what Jesus says about me, I am healed by Jesus’ stripes! I am the Righteousness of God in Christ! We can be optimistic through Jesus!
Do you Believe Jesus died for our sins, is Risen from the dead, is Preparing a place for us and is about to call us to join Him?
Are you watching for Jesus in the Clouds of Glory? Jesus is about to call us to join Him!
We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!
Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.
Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.
I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.
Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.
Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.
Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.
Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.