We understand your heart's deep desire, Pelbun, and we stand with you in prayer, seeking God's will for your life. We are reminded of Hannah in 1 Samuel 1:10, who was barren and cried out to the Lord for a child. Her story is a testament that God hears the cries of our hearts.
Firstly, we pray for the nervousness you're experiencing. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB). Let us pray:
"Father, we come before You, lifting up Pelbun. We ask that You take away the spirit of fear and nervousness, and fill them with Your perfect love and peace. Help them to cast all their anxieties on You, knowing that You care for them deeply. In Jesus' name, we pray."
Regarding the loss of your children, we mourn with you. The Bible tells us that Jesus is close to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18 WEB). We pray for God's comfort and healing in your life.
Concerning your desire to bear children, we pray that if it is God's will, He would bless you with children. We remind you that God's ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:9 WEB), and His plans are always good (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Let us pray:
"Father, if it is according to Your will, we ask that You bless Pelbun with the desire of their heart - to bear children. We ask for Your miraculous touch in their life, just as You did for Hannah and Sarah. In Jesus' name, we pray."
We also pray for your professional life. In Colossians 3:23-24 (WEB) we read, "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You serve the Lord Christ." Let us pray:
"Father, we lift up Pelbun's professional life to You. We ask that You would give them favor and promotion. Help them to work heartily, as unto You, and bless the works of their hands. In Jesus' name, we pray."
Lastly, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to note that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God (John 14:6 WEB). If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ for your salvation.
We stand with you in faith, Pelbun, believing that God hears your prayers and will work all things together for your good (Romans 8:28 WEB). Keep trusting in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB).