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@ArumugamR's mom needs prayers for recovery.
natasha2
Beloved of All
I had an attack today in the school. The principle (female) called me today to her to discuss some subjects and i new that something is wrong. It is hard these days in the school, because pupils are not respecting teachers because the laws are protecting them to much. Even the authorities in the school are supporting more children then us, it is WE TEACHERS that MUST find the way, not pupils, punishements are avoided to the maximum, and when teachers ask for help then this is the sign that we are not capable to do our job. I dont know if i am wrong, but i think something is not right very much here. Because of that i had pretty much problems in the ten years of my school work.
Today, at this meeting i felt so uncomfortable, a psychologist, young man, 15 years younger then i and with 7 years less experience then me executed on me some weird method how to convince me (manipulation and control) that they are right and that i must do like they say i must do. I felt so undermined and my heart start racing and my mouth was dry, i felt fear that i will loose a job and that inspection will come because of some mistake of mine (in giving grades....some pupils with special needs are expecting that i will give them positive passing grades with no learning,and psychologist and pedagogist are convincing me to let them through and give them few very easy questions and give them positive grades, it was silly to me....). Even the principle took some of my statements out of the context and asked me do i want to be class teacher, and i said, no, she wanted to punish me, because she knows that it is so much work...
I am really fed up with those pedagogist and psychologist, they are making me feel like little girl that knows nothing, i feel manipulated and like i dont know nothing. Please stop this unjust ruling of ungodly people. I suffer in the school for 7 years from such kind of people....I BREAK ALL EVIL SPIRITS OF PRIDE AND SNEAKYNESS AND VINDICATION AND MANIPULATION AND INTIMIDATION AND CONTROL IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!!!!!!
I would like to have another job, not in the school, where i would feel respected, needed and good payed and maybe travel to Germany, France,Suisse, England...Everything is possible to God. I never wanted to work in the school, God please bring me out of my desert, give me the job for which i am made. Thank you God.
In the meantime, please pray that God will change them, or remove them from our school and bring some simple good psychologist and pedagogist, or give me a new job. Isnt it time, after 16 years of me not being satisfied with my job to finaly enjoy??? Thank you God!!!
Today, at this meeting i felt so uncomfortable, a psychologist, young man, 15 years younger then i and with 7 years less experience then me executed on me some weird method how to convince me (manipulation and control) that they are right and that i must do like they say i must do. I felt so undermined and my heart start racing and my mouth was dry, i felt fear that i will loose a job and that inspection will come because of some mistake of mine (in giving grades....some pupils with special needs are expecting that i will give them positive passing grades with no learning,and psychologist and pedagogist are convincing me to let them through and give them few very easy questions and give them positive grades, it was silly to me....). Even the principle took some of my statements out of the context and asked me do i want to be class teacher, and i said, no, she wanted to punish me, because she knows that it is so much work...
I am really fed up with those pedagogist and psychologist, they are making me feel like little girl that knows nothing, i feel manipulated and like i dont know nothing. Please stop this unjust ruling of ungodly people. I suffer in the school for 7 years from such kind of people....I BREAK ALL EVIL SPIRITS OF PRIDE AND SNEAKYNESS AND VINDICATION AND MANIPULATION AND INTIMIDATION AND CONTROL IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!!!!!!
I would like to have another job, not in the school, where i would feel respected, needed and good payed and maybe travel to Germany, France,Suisse, England...Everything is possible to God. I never wanted to work in the school, God please bring me out of my desert, give me the job for which i am made. Thank you God.
In the meantime, please pray that God will change them, or remove them from our school and bring some simple good psychologist and pedagogist, or give me a new job. Isnt it time, after 16 years of me not being satisfied with my job to finaly enjoy??? Thank you God!!!
