innominata
Humble Prayer Partner
I am at my absolute lowest point in my life. The past 5-10 years have been difficult with health and other issues. The past three years I have been dealing with health problems doctors have no answer to. It has caused me to lose weight and become very week and depressed. (Can't swallow food at all). I have felt for years something is going on around my neighborhood or my property. I have had infestation of various bugs, ants, flies and other insects. Some have hatched in my home and I can't seem to control it. I cant use chemicals with the auto immune problems.
I have lost all three of my dogs within 14 mos. Had to put brother and sister dog down recently within few months of each other. I got a puppy (rescue) from the Humane Society. Now she has an infection that isn't clearing up. She is very sick and I have no money to take her to the vet. When will God protect me and my home & my puppy? THIS IS AN ATTACK FROM THE ENEMY WITH EVERYTHING GOING ON FOR ALMOST 5 YEARS!
I have NO friends and been praying for some decent friends for a long time. Praying for a good woman to date and marry. Someone godly. I am so very alone and feeling worthless. God's own word says It is not good for man to be alone. And He who finds a wife finds a good thing from the Lord. But my prayers for healing, blessed finances and friends and a wife haven't been answered. Yes, I am thankful for a lot. So dont judge me as not being thankful or appreciative.
I cant work like I used to. Need prayers to earn a good living from home. Chronic pain, degenerative disc disease, depression, very sad/lonely. I cry a lot. I HAVE NOBODY. I live in a smaller area where people have not much better to do than gossip and it stinks. They have told so many lies. I used to work in the medical profession but now disabled. Went from "hometown hero" to 'local zero'. I am kind and loving and generous to a fault -- even on small fixed income I always am giving to others and helping as I am able. I can't even pay my bills with what I am getting monthly. Now my old truck needs $1500 or more to be fixed, and I need about $7500 for things to be done to my home etc. I have some medical and other bills that come to about $15000. I have no way of paying. I cant get out and about like I used to. I dread this time of year and Winter as its too hard on my body & makes me even more sad and depressed.
I need turnaround and miracles in my life. I can't remember the last time anything good/positive has happened in my life. Its been quite bad for too long. I could go on and on but its not necessary to list it all. I feel God has forgotten me. Even local pastors have turned against me and said things that aren't right. Nothing like trusting pastors and being lied to by them too. Id love to have some good friends and a great wife. Over 15 years I have prayed for those things and breakthrough & turnaround and been believing!
Maybe God hates me. He hasn't answered any of my prayers for things that I need to live and survive. I am at my lowest point and tired of living like this. Maybe God will take me in my sleep. That would be good.
I have lost all three of my dogs within 14 mos. Had to put brother and sister dog down recently within few months of each other. I got a puppy (rescue) from the Humane Society. Now she has an infection that isn't clearing up. She is very sick and I have no money to take her to the vet. When will God protect me and my home & my puppy? THIS IS AN ATTACK FROM THE ENEMY WITH EVERYTHING GOING ON FOR ALMOST 5 YEARS!
I have NO friends and been praying for some decent friends for a long time. Praying for a good woman to date and marry. Someone godly. I am so very alone and feeling worthless. God's own word says It is not good for man to be alone. And He who finds a wife finds a good thing from the Lord. But my prayers for healing, blessed finances and friends and a wife haven't been answered. Yes, I am thankful for a lot. So dont judge me as not being thankful or appreciative.
I cant work like I used to. Need prayers to earn a good living from home. Chronic pain, degenerative disc disease, depression, very sad/lonely. I cry a lot. I HAVE NOBODY. I live in a smaller area where people have not much better to do than gossip and it stinks. They have told so many lies. I used to work in the medical profession but now disabled. Went from "hometown hero" to 'local zero'. I am kind and loving and generous to a fault -- even on small fixed income I always am giving to others and helping as I am able. I can't even pay my bills with what I am getting monthly. Now my old truck needs $1500 or more to be fixed, and I need about $7500 for things to be done to my home etc. I have some medical and other bills that come to about $15000. I have no way of paying. I cant get out and about like I used to. I dread this time of year and Winter as its too hard on my body & makes me even more sad and depressed.
I need turnaround and miracles in my life. I can't remember the last time anything good/positive has happened in my life. Its been quite bad for too long. I could go on and on but its not necessary to list it all. I feel God has forgotten me. Even local pastors have turned against me and said things that aren't right. Nothing like trusting pastors and being lied to by them too. Id love to have some good friends and a great wife. Over 15 years I have prayed for those things and breakthrough & turnaround and been believing!
Maybe God hates me. He hasn't answered any of my prayers for things that I need to live and survive. I am at my lowest point and tired of living like this. Maybe God will take me in my sleep. That would be good.
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